Lingg
[04:17 p.m.][Thursday, September 8, 2005]

Hello guys!

Thanks so much for popping by my place! :)) Was pleasantly surprised! heh. thought I wouldn't be able to see most of you before I leave...Had a very good time talking cock and laughing (at certain people) together!! :)

Well, I'm back in Notts(obviously!)and will miss you guys while I'm away.. boo hoo. Oh btw, my address in Notts has changed, so it's no longer the DERBY HALL add. Catch me online if anyone's interested to send me mail hor!!

Take care everyone, and don't forget to have fun (which excludes DOTA, however you spell it)!:)



happy birday tanny yu
[09:39 a.m.][Saturday, September 3, 2005]

have a happy birday! No more bad dreams! ~



ty
[09:00 p.m.][Sunday, July 10, 2005]

be away for the week... for my sportscamppppPPPPPPPPPPPPPpppp. the event i been waiting forrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo LLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.
if i dun reply your msges which is quite normal.. its cos im conserving the batt, not cos of the usual i-am-ignoring-u reason
er.my arms are aching la.
take care everybody!!



ym
[01:13 a.m.][Friday, July 1, 2005]

arts camp was over last wk. now busy with rag and work and stuff.. so yarh gonna be permanently busy.. but kept saturdays off for you guys.. but with NDP and stuffies.. will you guys ever be ard? =(

i scanned the paintball photo into my com already.. if yall want the softcopy just come onto msn k? and den right.. do you all want the ACTUAL photo itself? and also those we took during cny? our house-hopping / angbao collecting spree.. do yall want the HARDcopy?

very tired. trying to earn as much as i can now.. so i can visit lingo in june 06.. hahaz. its called: project-dream 2006. join me! hahaz. is 3k enuf? i hope so... cos that's the max i can go.. hahahz. anw.. take care pple. hope to see you all soon.. we haven't had dinner together for a long time already....



ty
[01:55 a.m.][Thursday, June 30, 2005]

i had a veri tramautising experience today. i scratched the car's side bumper. or watever that is called. the scratch is damn obvious la. my bros wld be unhappy.. and that additional piece of car body sorta came off.. cos its an added on modified version. tink gotta send to workshop to put it back in place. so much for making the car so low.. and so much for deciding to park that specific car lot juz beside the high kerb when there were sooooo many other lots i could choose from. didn't drive out enuf before i left the lot and the disgusting horrible scratch sound shot str into my ears. ARGH. juz lost confidence in my driving again. and i keep visualising myself hitting a pedestrian n the body flying some distance away. haha.. k. no noise from anyone.
hi nick!



ty
[01:52 p.m.][Wednesday, June 22, 2005]

oh yeah. im back.. this pl been so inactive.. is the thailand trip changed to batam or sth.. ya. im sorry i backed out cos of the sportcamp commitment.. but then.. tell mi about the details of batam if theres still availability.. the dates ling told mi seem ok for mi.. but if your have excluded mi already then nvm..
back in hall for these days.. for hall senior's camp.. but i also chose to laze in bed and not join the activities.. wonder why i drove all the way back for wat. but tonite have air rifle duty.. i be training..!its been some time since i touched the rifle.. hope i haven't lost the touch cos competition is coming up le.
lalala.. so i know ling been slacking and reading up her old psycho stuff.. babe been buzi in camp.. ding as normal cl as normal? how about the restt.. heard friday mamboing.. neinei.. bo jio!? suggested to kongg go tonite.. but his stuck in camp.. so friday onz?
ok.. done wif my rambling.. update abit la.
-ring-ring-twist-twist-twist-



your poor trip organizer
[10:32 p.m.][Thursday, June 16, 2005]

HELLO THERE! please take note and get back to me asap.
tentative headcount for BANGKOK trip in July : 6
Ding, Leo, Ty, YM, YL and Grace.
who else interested please contact asap, right now we're splitting all costs this way.
all details below are tentative and are subject to change

FLIGHT DETAILS:
AIRASIA
depart 8th July 15:35 Singapore, arrive 16:55 Bangkok -
depart 11th July 11:45 Bangkok, arrive 15:00 Singapore.
TOTAL COST = $180 incl tax i think...arg

ACCOMODATION:
Asia Hotel, with direct connnection to skytrain and in town.
2 Superior Twin/Double Rooms - i.e. i think two single beds in each room, so 3 people in each room. roomates later then settle. dingdong say 1 guy two girls each room haha.
1 night cost would be 1400++ Baht per room. convert to SGD, plus 10% Service Charge and 7% tax, ROUGHLY SGD$70 per person for 3 nights.

therefore, tentative flight+accomodation for 4D3N. (don't think its so long, hahaha friday evenin arrive and monday morning go okay)
taxi fares assuming ard 1000baht per taxi (we need two) per trip to and fro airport. ard $30 per person i shld think.

count in expenses.. u spend $50,$60 a day for 3 meals and travel. cheapcheap la!!!
okay that's all I have for now. the five of you, confirm with me ASAP. and itinary-wise, I shall bestow this honour on ong ding dong. hahahah. anyway ong ding dong stayed in asia hotel before. okay?
edit...if dont want nvm its okieeeee!



ym
[12:50 a.m.][Sunday, May 29, 2005]

looong period of inaction here. have been in contact with ty more den grace.. weirdly.. hahah and she kept on emphasizing that there's not much shopping to be done in US? likeee hurrrh how can it be? just running away from buying stuff for us eh? hahahaz

will be very busy with my orientation stuff. so many things undone. so weird. and its all my fault. i think i'm too darn slack. yeah. feeling very bad over it. yup. that's all.. ahahz. hope we can all shop sooon~



tY
[06:31 p.m.][Tuesday, May 17, 2005]

happy birthday leonardong!. heee. received a missed call from ding yesterday.. miss mi then say la. dun come up wif some lame excuse and say your hp cocked up and IT anyhow called mi.?! ahahaha..
missed that indo clubbing that nite.. i did intend to go. but sorry.. last min plans.. i went double O the nite before.. and it was free flow. so i kinda drank till even the slight sTENCH of alcohol would make mi puke.. so i gave indo a miss.
im working 9 am to 12 pm these few days.. then i be flying off to US this sunday wif my fren wangui to visit another fren chengsi.. celebrating their bdays overseas.. hee.. thats new - to celebrate my good frenz bdays abroad wif them. wld be back early june.
now kingkong opt out for redang. how?
take care everyone. yl jiayou!



=|
[03:53 p.m.][Thursday, May 12, 2005]

girls shld be less emotional. they are usually subjected to heart breaks and emotional ups-and-downs. guys.. are subjected to triumphs and let-downs. if one is not there.. they'll look for another. but for girls.. if the guy isn't there.. they'll be affected. keep on thinking abt him. we're just too emotionally attached..
maybe guys are emotionally attached too. maybe i'm just generalising. but all these are what i see around me.

but all in all.. pple just want things that they can't get. simple analogy is when you have the money.. you dun see anything you like on the shelves. but when you're penniless and down to the last $21.10 .. everything seems appealing.. even a shirt with a hole at the back. ha. when you get it.. how much will you treasure the item? how long will the attraction last? will you gradually get sick of it? some tops.. like for example a simple black spag strap frm espirit. nice material and all.. timeless. maybe everyone is looking for that kind.. the looks doesn't have to be fantastic.. its what the person is made up of character-wise that matters.. hahaha. stupid analogy.



maxed out
[02:23 p.m.][Thursday, May 12, 2005]

sian to the max...
no jobs = no money (this is an extremely crucial point)
every girl's nightmare: "trim and layer please" = butch hairstyle that can be spiked, no more hair. wtf.
4 months to grow back out, minimum = can't wear caps to wear everyday to hide that ugly mop. don't even think I want to let ANYONE see it.
sudden elevation of committment and posts in orientation stuff = less time for everything else, more headaches and a lot of planning.
up to my neck in debt, spending on credit, taking up boat license and people's birthdays (4 as of now)
too ugly and broke to go out and face anyone = not attending class outing on saturday (guys, enjoy yourselves in the meanwhile)
outbreak...regardless sleeping 3 hours or 12 hours a day. caps can't hide this too, I realised.
CARPARK SUMMON for misreading the time (it was a fucking analogue clock I swear, 12.45 became 1.45 to my eyes which only had 3 hours of sleep) bloody URA. it was an honest mistake which now cost me $30.
again, where do I get that money when my account has nothing but a big fat zero?
and to top it off my mom had to keep whacking my head and saying I was "stupid..careless" to get a summon.
As of now, I'm going to be a recluse. the best way would be to disappear entirely.
welcome to my life.



ym
[11:45 p.m.][Monday, May 9, 2005]

suddenly i feel responsible for the way certain things turn out. had a series of nightmares these few nights. and it wasn't good. they put into light many issues that i may have considered but brushed aside for reasons unknown. but the dreams/nightmares make me look upon the whole situation in a third person basis.. allowing me perhaps to view things objectively. and see where i contributed to the whole mess.

i hardly considered that i have a part to play in this whole issue. and yet now when i look back.. hey i may have done more harm than good, that i initially thought i did. weird.

so.. i conclude. -bitter luff- that you shld treasure the pple you love (cliche) yeah.. and make sure they know it. dun do things that contradict what you feel. dun insult 'em and yet all you feel for them is love.. make sure you say it out to them.. so there isn't any room for misinterpretation.. and in circumstances where things turn drastically wrong... it takes two parties to contribute to that..



grace
[12:59 a.m.][Friday, May 6, 2005]

i got hate tags again...
that imbecile has nothing better to do except to stalk my blog and tag dumbfuckingchildish things.
actually not really worth my time, but I'm just bored now..haha.
got an idea who that is anyway, that mofo. bloody childish. hrmph.

okay. done bitching.
back to nice-mode.



ym
[05:05 a.m.][Thursday, May 5, 2005]

just came back from zoukie. hrmm 050505. cool one there. i lurve this date. i dno why. didn't enjoy zouk. but heck. felt like any other day. didn't get high. didn't get to dance much. just acting spas at the zouk dance floor mamboing. no rnb. no real dance dance. and by e time i went back to phuture.. it wasn't rly hiphop rnb. it was BEP. too pop. and den i went back to mambo.. and they were like playing grease lightning.. summer nights. blarh blarh. nice memorable songs.

yeah digress. so anw. it wasn't fun. too crowded. too many pple were ard. maybe go next week? hahaz. hardcore. oh i went for 'it takes two' on tues. it was hilarious! btw its a play by hossan leong and selena tan. its rly great larh. very entertaining and light-hearted. a lil jesting at singapore gov .. policies and stuff.

anyone wants tennis on friday morning? my cuz is tching me. hahahaz. embarrassing. anw. yarh that's like updates on myself. yup. take care folks.

hey juuuu!



strategy talks
[10:55 p.m.][Tuesday, May 3, 2005]

tY: I'm HEREEE!! stop rolling ard and u can see me le!! =)

hmm, quite bored now..so decided to take a break from my studying, though i barely started..i'm in law comp lab now!! Anw, notts is getting more n more dangerous.. boo. Have i mentioned it's like DA place in uk for drugs n guns?! hah they can add racist attacks and mugging n burglary n raping on the list man.. mugging n burglary is ALREADY rather institutionalised..think their frens 'Mr Rapist' and 'Mr Racist' decided to join the gang. BOO. I've not met with any racist attacks yet..but couple of my frens have already..even in broad daylight!!wth.. dunno what i'll do man.. and the no. of raping cases in the uni seemed to have gone up a little.. so today over lunch, we had a mini discussion (1 guy n 3gals).it was a hilarious one..but the strategy we settled upon was --- e guy will give each of us a condom.. and we're supp to carry it ard with us in the wallet.. in case anything happens..can't run away, can't fend him off.. then offer him the condom loh..-_-''' at least can prevent him from getting u pregnant..or some STD.. hahaha.. shit man.. OH. next tactic, the 'bite n swallow tactic' (was a private discussion between me n another guy, HE came up with it..cos there's guy raping guy cases too!). so the tactic is to offer to do a blow-job on the rapist.. then BITE off his ahem, and SWALLOW..so tt he can't ever retrieve it back n reattach.. hahahahah. think i'll stick to the condom strategy.. can't decide which is worse.. getting rape.. or the 'bite n swallow' tactic..both sounds as bad to me.. haha

ENTERTAINING NOT??! things we discuss here.. haha. kk tk care man.. i'm off to study again..luv ya guys!

PS: i forgot to mention..i get to vote in the coming elections for local council AND Parliamentary.. Blair anyone?! dunno y i get to vote also..not all e intl students get to vote..hmm. SpeCiAL! teehee~ buttttt.. i'll prob give up my vote la..dunno who to vote for also..dun wanna be the one to ruin UK''s future..haha




[03:40 p.m.][Saturday, April 30, 2005]

so i was on me way home yesterday right.n there was this black negro walkin home too wearing a white top

n the coolest thing was she werent wearing a bra

so u gotta excuse me cos its kinda like e fuckin first time i'd seen tits in tt colour
it really got me thinking ya know..like abt philosophical questions and the like..what IS the difference between a green apple and a red apple?..
taste?.smell?..hmm..
so anw..i think mayb zhao u shud go conduct some field research into this..
u have our blessings...



ym
[10:04 p.m.][Tuesday, April 26, 2005]

ohh i just saw the tag. yeah bird's pictures are with me. but i dno how to upload them. the next time you are online i send you the fotos? sorry abt that

mann nip ended already -jealous- i screwed up my two papers this afternoon. felt like crying. but i thought i'll reserve the tears when the results come out.

that's abt it. can't wait for 11am, thurs to approach.



ty
[02:19 p.m.][Tuesday, April 26, 2005]

nick is not replying my smses. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey peeps! wats OvaL!! mY exams!! heeheehee.. THANKS TAN CHILOONG.. im not gonna pay ya phone bill k. hee. but thanks. realli.

wads next?

boredom has sunk in. hall life wld be missed. ya. MY kind of h-a-l-l l-i-f-e. hahahaha. howwwww.. Ding, faster get out of tekongggg



ym
[06:43 p.m.][Monday, April 25, 2005]

mann jono your life sounds just so goood.. who the hell is that biatch mann.. screwing lives up. take her out on a drink one day and you know you know....

got two papers tmr. and its fucked larh. i'm like resigned to fate now.. can't get much into my head and dun reallie wanna screw my brain up any further.. preservation yeah? so yup.. taking things nice and slow till the sun sets proper and i get panicky and reallly fucked...

nip ends tmr.. gosh! unfair. and i'm in central libray.. looking at... michelle ang.. who happens to be here too.. hrmmm

anyone mamboing 4th may? dbl-oing 5th may? phuturing 6th may? just count me in any of your activities k. nthg rox more den you guys. oh and can we go out on the 30th april? pwweety please? ahahhaz.

i think i'm outta sorts. cool dudes left early today. so i've got no one to look at in the libr.. except this guy two tables down who looks like isaac. hrm.

pretty stressed. cried just now. for exams? ahhaz. its been a while since i did that. ooooh babe with nice legs just walked past.

nus central library level 6. the place to see and to be seen. be there! ahahhahahahaz!!!



jono
[11:53 a.m.][Saturday, April 23, 2005]

i just got 5 extras kiddos.
my camp is getting from bad to worse. its starting to behave like a military organisation, which it really isnt.
ask dong..im in a brigade. we practically do nothing.
basically my role in the camp is to help my dumbass superiors with their language.
for example theres some proposal tt he needs to write.
he'll go "we wants to make efficiency the camp running"
n my job is to read through it n make it "the camp should be run efficiently"
so its fairly simple n undemanding. plus there are days when he just wants to send angry letters to scold ppl n exert his rank. but tt only comes about once a month when little red riding hood's around the corner.
so, and be forewarned those who have a different army experience from mine, im kinda used to sleeping in bunk n falling out everyday abt 3 or 4.
so along comes this crazysonofafuckinbiatch who starts catching ppl who sleeps in bunk during the day, tts kinda like everyone, and doing area cleaniness inspection, tts crazy cos all our drivers are animals who dun bathe, and shit in the shower cubicles.
so now i have 1 extra for "illegible handwriting" --well at least i write in proper english, they should fucking punish people for bad grammer
and i would say good grammer is a more useful lifeskill.PLUS "illegible handwritting" is so subjective n its prob just cos they cant read english anyways bloody twats
1 extra for not signing some fucking form
and 3 extras for doing my job.
yup i was doing work n reported late for sth, and i got 3 extras.
when i grow up n i ownztheirsmellyasses im goina fuck them..im goina sodomize them till they shit cum for the rest of their lives.....
world peace ppl...



ty
[12:29 p.m.][Friday, April 22, 2005]

hey guys!!! haahha. wads the lastest news eh! 3 papers down.. 2 more to gooooooooooooooooooooooOOOOOOOO. end on next tuesday.. gonna move out of hall that week too.. shld be mamboing.. who wld be there next wed?

ARGh. my complexion is damn bad. never had those big ugly red pimples till i came uni.. and my roommate juz commented that my this sem's complexion is worse than last sem.. tink its a combination of non-aircon environment plus dusty plus sTreSsS or im finally undergoing puberty.

bOring leh. besides studying in hall.. and gg out for meals.. or walking to the canteen to buy food.. and gg to frenzz' room to study n dunno dO wad.. n helping one of the hall girls handle her breakup.. mahjOng.. occasional phonecalls n smses.. internet.. THERES BASICALLY NO OTHER FORM OF EnterTAINmENt HERE ! my life is so damn dull !! mayb im overexaggerating a little but pls do drop by my hall n bring mi out for a spin whenever ya free! or mayb not la. im doing my revision these few days. any time after the 26th.12pm.. i gotta move out of hall by the 30th.. whose helping mi moveeeE my stuff huh nick wee?

.dINgdongdingdong.

hi ling. dun on your msn. =study=

thankz tan chiloong



grace
[10:41 p.m.][Thursday, April 21, 2005]

glad to know you're back safely ling! girls study hard yup. it'll be over soon for u all! haha. while I mug alone till 3rd May. guys, ahaha i dont know..ding in tekong..jono cheerup in camp! the rest..oh no i'm out of touch. ): i'm a hermit mugger toad. at least babe goes to camp at central library (AND ogle at guys...haha)

man...heh went to sort of watch sunrise and eat macs brekky at ECP this morning..how cool is that! (okay everybody say:"THAT'S VERY COOL INDEED!") been listenin to band songs the entire day..yes i know im a band freak. haha.
brings back so much memories. just good ones, even the bad ones have passed on and became just a part of the memories. sian..where got people listen to songs and cry one. haha.
must be mad la. or pms-ing! i miss dhssb and my squadmates...sob.
sorry la.everybody must be thinking that my brains are fried or something..haha. think only my good old squadmates will understand the tugging feeling when we hear all the familiar pieces. its an ethereal feeling...*dreamy

oh yar. legolam. will try my best to burn for u. u got persis already..so only third symphony 1-4, fantasy variations. what else? el camino real? wizard of oZ? do u know 2nd suite in F? haha. i TRY my best ah. no guarantee.

okay I've officially declared myself brain dead. need. to. take. a. break.
haha seriously...wassup with cunnilingus and fellatio cases and beastiality!! yarrrrrrrrrk!!!
take care darlings!! muggertoad...OUT!



lingg
[02:01 p.m.][Tuesday, April 19, 2005]

hello peeps! i'm safely back in Notts.. yet again..hm.haha.though quite sian to be back.. thank god it's Spring, or rather. .pseudo spring.. damn. it's freaking cold.. the weather can't make up it's mind whether it wants winter or spring!! ragh.. but the flowers n trees are all waking up now.. really really very pretty!! tulips, blossoms,daisies =))

anw, THANKS for the powerpt!! hahah v nice!! =)) super touched.. was looking at it during my transit at Bahrain.haha n smiling to myself like a kuku! heh. My whole easter was Fantastic.. din have to do anything particularly special, but it juz felt great to be at home, bum ard, meet up with u guys, juz chilling n talking (more like biatching) and SENTOSA!! haha THanks everyone for making the effort to meet up with MEEEEEEEEE.. =))

I guess, now it'll be back to the good ol'books again.sighs. Take care in sg yeah.. rmb to have fun without me horr. hahaha

PS: grace n ym! I dun intend to climb highlands.can't reach the peak leh.. someone else conquered it le..;)



brain dead
[08:53 p.m.][Monday, April 18, 2005]

so brain dead. i've been parking in the sch libr like since forever. supposed to complete 8 chapts by tues. so that i can complete another 4 chapts of climate by wed. cramming and cramming everything into my head. did you realize my head is rather small? i think its the brian capacity level. ha. -bitter luff- anw. i've only done like 2 and a half chapts. and i'm brain dead. think i need a long good break. but everyone is like cramming. actually can see the law of diminishing returns around here. more and more pple slacking around.

and pple are extremely touchy touchy in the libr. i'll tell you guys more when if i get to see yall. gosh. redang? 7-10july. it gotta be realized man. totally looking fwd to it. and anyone phuturing on the 29th? and anyone mamboing on the 4th of may? i totally am looking forward to the end. its like damn tedious studying. it seems so long. i'm just looking fwd to the end. 4 essay papers. kill me. 3 essays in 2 hrs. mann. chop chop finish. chop chop die. ahhahahz. -bitter luff again-

arrgh i'm stressed beyond words. STRESSED! hair-wrenching tension. muahaha -bitter luff again again-
its gonna be one yr already. actually its like 11mths now. dno wad i'm talking abt? haha. -extreme bitter high pitch luffter-

oh man. hope that all of you are enjoying more than i am. libr isn't the best place man. we have this new thing.. cos like in nus.. the central libr level 6 is the study area.. and like a lot of pple here larh. so we declared it more happening den level one of far east. "level six. to see and to be seen" oh man. nus joke. farrrk.. okay stress level drop. ahhahaz back to the books.



sickie
[11:04 p.m.][Saturday, April 16, 2005]

threw up at least 3 times today. and den had cramps PLUS tummy ache... plus migraine.. it was a horrible day physically. always had the urge to throw up somemore. so i bcam very fidgety in the lib today. didn't eat mucn. dare not eat much. always feel like throwing up when i eat. hahaha i'm not bulimic. think its called.. extreme stress. and i think i'm gg to burn out soon.

realization sets in. smtimes its not worth it to fight for smthg knowing that you'll lose the battle in the end. why fight a losing battle? just to know that you've tried and so that you can live without any regrets in your life?? gotta distance myself. hahaz. =)
thx ty for being there throughout the ordeal. physically and mentally. ha



grace
[03:04 p.m.][Saturday, April 16, 2005]

hello darlings!
thanks for ending off my perfect day yesterday...
i was very very very happy (:

gonna miss u lots yilinggg!



phuturistic
[04:35 a.m.][Thursday, April 14, 2005]

hrm. dinner? friday? okay! where? big O? AHAHA. desperate to make use of my buy one get one free set meal deal.
nip! all the best!

ya knowww.. i was just thinking.. its kinda fun studying. i kinda like this point of time.. where we all rush to mug.

oh yarh. and.. thinking where to study. so many... disruptions in bn. terrible. supposed to finish about 30chapts in 5days? ahhaz. fat hope.

oh no. thoughts a lil disjointed at the moment. anw. i'm happie. dno why. just feeling happy. studying in the libr and all. gotta appreciate every moment of what you have in life. bad or good. just find a way. maybe it'll be more tolerable. and you'll be happier? hrm



jooonnno
[09:26 p.m.][Wednesday, April 13, 2005]

yes, so i kinda drank this whole bottle of hot water today..so i kinda a bit warm so i went to see my frenly MO who kindly gave me like 2 days attc..so tts kinda cool..

so ding u know what to do..

anws..lets not dwell on tt incident for too long. i dun suppose it was abt riding per se. i suppose its abt how we live our lives. the thought of how transient and fragile we actually are. and with tt the responsibility we have not only to ourselves, but also the accountability we have to our frens and family.. and yes, even to those who hate us.. who will they hate shud we meet w some sorrta accident?

ridings cool..i always wanted to. but sometimes u gotta weigh these responsiblities with the whole image of looking like arnie on his harley. n then we realise tt we aint arnie and bikes arent actually TT stable when someone TT top heavy rides it.

ANW kiddos, grace nick n i wana do dinner fri evenin so we can go lings place together...whos on booyah!

jono



j0no
[11:22 p.m.][Tuesday, April 12, 2005]

guys this is goina be a serious entry. n i hope u all take away something from it.

my fren died on sat. dunno if u all read it on monday's papers.
he passed his bike lessons a month ago. so on sat he was off to meet some of my other frens. goina abt a curve he lost control n slipped off his bike but was fine. seconds later,a tibs bus ran over his head.

needless to say it was a closed casket funeral.

he's 21 this yr.lives next bunk to me.always wanted to go club w him. but the emptiness of his departure is so glaring.
ironically my last interaction w him was when he was leaving camp sometime ago. he had his bike helmet on n we whacked it n made passing comments on how unneccesarily hard it was.

tt day when i went for driving lessons i drove past the accident spot. it felt terrible i didnt wana look at the ground.

just because we're young we get this invincibility complex. i think reality still bites us as hard as anyone older.

n if u can guys..dun learn riding. u take something as flimsy as a bike and u let it go as fast as a car. sths bound to go wrong.. jono



accOuntant
[10:37 a.m.][Tuesday, April 12, 2005]

nick wee! i had alot of pressure taking your quiz laa!! i hesitated before every click for the next question.. but yeaa.. i passed!!

pOor ding in tekong.. haha.. his in the same bunk as kenny leh! like doreen's kenny.. yaa.. was at swensens wif ling yesterday when i saw the menu.. and they had an order called ding-a-ling or sth.. ok no link. nono. the order had a link between ding n ling but i dunno y i suddenly mentioned it.

one of my most unprepared subject is accounting2.. ARGH> u can juz go dizzy staring at the numbers and the words. i dun even know wat is important la! we all have limited brain space.. so wad M I SUPPOSED TO MEMORISE?!?! ya. juz get the concept is wat everyone say laa.. if its that easy i won't be complaining here!! and i won't be struggling with econs!! and IT is so technical.. i oso dunno WAT TO MEMORISE?! chemistry exam in 2 days! that seems the easiest but i have yet to remember all the facts. lastly is BUS LAW. yes grace n ym n nick.. i got a B for that rylands v fletcher assignement.. its not that bad counting the fact that i did not have a proper legal structure tt consists of wat golden rule..and literal rule.. how come lawyer tan did not advise mi on that aspect!!

lets eat rendang in redangggggggggg

good lucky for the exams babe



zhao-
[09:22 p.m.][Monday, April 11, 2005]

I made a Quiz for you guys! Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!



NICK
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haha. dudes. just for fun. now now. check it out! QuizY time!



notice to mariners
[11:27 p.m.][Wednesday, April 6, 2005]

ya. anyone seen yewteng's wallet?
know anywhere where i can find it also? i wan the same kind. damn cool. clippy. budget abt 30 - 40

anyway dingdong. dude. i've been free since feb. when ya wan hang out. loneliness is a perception. friends are always there. so are new ones. and of coz good old ones. peace out baby

nicky



dingg
[04:30 p.m.][Wednesday, April 6, 2005]

i was thinking..since i have so much time..instead of tagging, might as well blog..last week of staying out, having longer than army standard hairstyle and going online on weekdays. i seriously dunno if i am looking forward to it or not. but definitely not dreading it. hmm. every1 is busy with either their exams or camps while i am the only soul here slacking his life away in from of his com and tv..watching dvd, playing xbox and surfing the net. haha. envious? dun need to be. coz there is no COMPANION! lonely bastard.
anyone knows how to get out from tekong on a weekday, so that i can attend yiling's final house gathering? comeon, surely some ppl know some tricks right. haha.
oh..i borrowed xbox from peikee, and he has 4 controllers and tonnes of games, so if u all want to come to my house to play XBOX..feel free to walk in! haha.

to those that are studying hard..err..study harD!? haha. and to those rotting in the army..rot in style? rubbish but whatever. this looks like a short entry, but i guess it should be alright for a person who blogs once in a blue moon la. people.PLS tell me if u are free anytime this week.lets go do something!



sunshine girl
[01:50 p.m.][Wednesday, April 6, 2005]

helloooo! haven't blogged for a long long while. heh heh hehhh.
count me in for all your plans yah!! short short post now..gotta rush to school!
linggo i will definitely keep 15th apr free. tts the day aft i hand in my 48 hour paper anyway. haha.
ym your big o thing sounds good..hahaha. no more pgp? got hillside what. heh
ty you're always busy on MSN how to talk to u?

my moots is tomorrow morning 9am! if 10.30 onwards theres no news from me means I'm dead okay. please give me allll your luck for now. feeling damn damn screwed...haven't finished my argument and prep for moots! *sob
oh oh oh...and whos the organizer for our beach trip in july!!! plan lei!! looking forward to tt! (:
take care u guysss and girlsss. see you all soon! (hopefully la. unless the girls get swallowed up in books.) and DINGDONG return me my skateboard AND guitar before u go back for bmt or else i'll burn your house down...haha



cybercrime
[02:45 a.m.][Wednesday, April 6, 2005]

yawn. just woke up not long ago. dozed off in frnt of my books. mann. gotta rush readings thru the nite? hahahaz or rather rush SATC so that i can conc on my readings for next week.

phuture reallie took my money away leh. dno why also. very very very broke now. no more cabs. dun even know got money to eat until 15th of april or not. die. AND i realized i haven't reallieee shopped since cny. tragic. and there isn't any urge to shop either. odd.

i didn't get a place in a hall. i was allocated pgp again. and i think i dun rly want to stay in pgp anymore. the loneliness eats into the heart yeah.. but travelling would be terrible. sleep and attention may be compromised. no more late night studying in the faculty. and freedom will be taken away. oh well...

niP! you say until as if we totally bohue you liddat.. always care abt the guys and dun msn me and gracey. bahh. wad's this?!? ha. maybe if you were a lil more cordial....

lingo. will try to leave 15th free. yupp. unless i doze off in frnt of my books again. like mj day.
dingo and fellow easties. can we fei to fei fei one day this week? let me take a break from trying to study? plss? like friday if nobody's clubbing. oh but gracey got marathon isn't it. hrmmmzz.

falling sick again. you all beter not share food/drinks with me. eh i got this deal at big O. you know the one opposite NYDC? buy one set meal get one set meal free. and i got two mud pies. and i can reserve table if yall want. yup. that's abt it.

sniff



I wan APPLE SHOTS!
[07:58 p.m.][Friday, April 1, 2005]

OEI! 2nd major outing i missed in a week. first sentosa, now zouk.. =bojiO= grrRrRrRrRRRrr. ok la. SORRY LA. esp to ling.. hope u get that high tonite with kong and ding's treatz.. i b hibernating..at home tonite la. lets meet at feifei tonite la easties..
tis week onli contacted ling TANchilooNG ding and nickkkkk.. exchanged a few msn msges wif babe and i forgot if mi and grace did hi-z each other on msn.. kong and dong totally bohue mi.. and the others.. ya not on my msnn!!
dingdong.can u keep trying to call pls. im sure there be a night when the timing, mood and the venue is rite. hahahaha.
nick wee cheer up la. yes i know i didn't reply u yesterday.. i knocked out whlie the others were playing mahjong. next time can u juz pick up the phone n ringring.i dun always have to hear a happy voice..
ok.im juz bored la. i dun like the tot that your be at phuture tonite WITHOUT MI. i wan apple shots too. :( i be accompanying my current bf, mr BUS, tonite.. hahaha.

ling, watch out for kong in action.. and ding.. u been drinking peelfresh recently rite..hope ya dun get rubbed on too much by the clubbers later.. phuture wld be full of your skin flecks ..

er. reduce the cigarettes if your can..

GIRLS >> !!! !get lucky! but.. dun get into a catfight without mi pls.. happy belated bday jon!! ahahahaha



Anoynomous
[11:05 p.m.][Thursday, March 31, 2005]

Sometimes when we plod along, living our lives, we grow tired and weary. May these quotes serve as an oasis to the drained soul.

"We grow by dreams. All big individuals are dreamers. They see things in the soft haze of a spring day, or in the red fire on a long winter's evening. Some of us let those great dreams die, but others nourish and protect them ; nourish them through bad days until they bring them to the sunshine and light which comes always to those who sincerely hope that their dreams will come true. " -- Woodrow Wilson

Be passionate, because passion is the fuel that helps people nourish and protect their dreams. Have a nice week people! =)



tada!
[09:32 p.m.][Thursday, March 31, 2005]

HAPpY BirThDae Jon ChOnG! =)



redncrispy
[12:43 a.m.][Tuesday, March 29, 2005]

nobody blog. so i blog lo. listening to rnb/hippy hoppy songs now. its a wonder how come songs can remind you of certain pple or certain places or certain events. like bananza reminds me so much of phuture. and what you waiting for reminds me of ty's irritating repetitions.. for all time reminds me of ding.. tempted to touch and boulevard of broken dreams reminds me of grace. ha.

songs bring pain.. songs bring back loads of memories. music.. so weird how they actually call out your emotions eh? den smtimes i wonder what sorta music a person would attach me with. ha. move bitch? ahhahahahz.

exams are so approaching sooon! all the best gracey. all the best nip. lingo? exams approaching too? hahaz. studyyy hard. stop bio-ing guys at csc dearies.



da bitch.
[12:50 a.m.][Saturday, March 26, 2005]

hey nip. you sound drunk. anw.. sentosa was loadss of funn. sand-fights and all. totally red and crispy now. machiam bacon. and irish pub after dinner at cafe cartel. so it was all good.

ehh.. so much happened since i started on my essays. DAMN! but feels like all's being resolved now. good good good. too many verbal assaults will lead to catfights. not good for our sunburnt skin yeah. (alrighto. totally bimbo). nthg to say abt the whole thingy cosss.. i'm a receiver of info only.

and with reference to some blog. YEAH you guys are fantastic. i mean after all the shit with my bad temper and ups and downs that we had.. you were all still there.. and we're growing up together. which is sorta nice. i still believe that inter-marriage. HAHAHAHZ. count me out of the circle of marriage. oh no.. rambling. off to write essays. take care folks. thank you all for a wonderful wonderful outing. =)



LOXY
[12:38 a.m.][Saturday, March 26, 2005]

woohoo even a non-blogger like me has gotten excited over the recents events and i am writing MY VIRGIN NAME2X BLOG ENTRY..yippie..lets see i dun stir shit so lets talk abt SENTOSA, today was FUN, just sat around enjoying the sun sand n sea..din do much but had a good time..oh my back bloody hurts from all that sand throwing..can we pls dun do tat the nxt time..oh n weijie sorry for getting overly aggressive during our sand fight..haha tink sea water got into my brain..sorry dude, its just me n my infamous temper..i hope our vacation in july is 3 days of this ahha n lots of beer, rocco maybe n come home tanned n stone...oh anw yiling..nice seeing back after so long..just realised its like 6 months plus or someting..din feel that long..feels like the good old days in jc when every1 is ard..sian why do we have to grow old n have respondsiblities..outings like this r just going to get lesser n lesser n lesser..i want the good old days back man..when all our worries were staying out of trouble in sch..chilling hanging out with friends..hoping to meet the perfect special some1 haha..I DUN WANNA GROW UP!!! guess we just got to cherish all the time we spend with one n another den..SEND ME ALL UR FOTOS..anything with me in it..shld be quite little but just SEND!!! these are the nice stuff in life i wanna grow old with n remember, nt some of the bullcrap tat has happened..ok tats abt it..a nice n positive entry to cap off a nice wk..i never tot ill say this but I LOVE U GUYS!! so blessed to have pple like u all in my life..wat more can i ask for..(a gf maybe hahaha)...oh just to straighten some facts..the noodle deek shit..dun buy tat bullshit..oh btw kong's a stumpy deek..ok tats ur daily dose of entertainment
damn im good..nice n long entry..i tink i shld consider starting my own blog..seems quite easy..u just have to diss whine n bitch..stuff i do everyday anw haha..



ty
[12:37 p.m.][Friday, March 25, 2005]

hows sentosaaaAaaaaaaaaaaAAAaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAA Nananananananananananan!!!!!!!!!!



ME(shit stirrer v2.0) =)
[12:21 a.m.][Friday, March 25, 2005]

well i guess its a well known fact me and bestie weren't exactly the best of friends..so i guess letting others know of our wonderful relationship back then doesn't constitute to bitching or being 2 faced but hey its ur blog u are entitled to ur own views yea =) (sorry bestie if u're offended in any way in me saying that we had bad blood and u weren't exactly a nice person(B.I.T.C.H) back then with ur mood swings and stuff caused someone asked abt u but im not better even worse lah haha k =) im really sorry forgive me but i think u're much better now)..hmm since this is "my" blog i am entitled to my own views too..but first lemme admit my own mistakes as a sayy..FREE GIFT..well the whole idea was experimentation and yea that kinda sux, me being a bastard..but hey..we agreed on no strings attached and u were looking for a fling so it appeared like a win-win situation(YAYYYY!!!)..but yea the idea was wrong and bastardy so i shall take the blame..well u see a blog can be used to make one seem so noble and self sacrificing, make one seem always the one giving in always the one who would rather get hurt then any other person..but yet when one's so contradicting the cracks are so obvious, it becomes easy to judge whatever credibility one has..ha at least G dares to admit she ain't exactly the most perfect person in the world and she fuking means it not by covering it up with self sacrificing sweet talk later..well i guess i can stir quite good shit too..hey zhao here's something we can use as a reply to "desperate vj guys"..well i guess being the CAPT of the GIRLS SOCCER TEAM of HC was achieved by many unanimous votes...everyone loved the capt..no doubt abt it yea..no unsatisfaction..no one suspected the votes were tempered with..well i dunno if anything was true but hey..i heard it from not ONE but TWO ppl so i guess that gives me the right to publish it on my blog..just as how we were depicted as desperate and stuff in other places i guess..well starting a "war" ain't difficult everyone has their own say.."so, please dont go around scolding me when you totally have no idea of what type of person i am." so i guess i heard-it-from-MANY-others-and-since-this-is-my-blog-and-i-wanna-put-it-down-and-its-my-business doesnt apply? why the fuk did us being desperate and other shit appear elsewhere? hmm..contradictory? credible eh.."and if you really must judge and everything, all i can say is, there's nothing i can do to stop you. all i can do is offer you my prayers and well-wishes :)" hmm see miss noble here can even do that for u..hence why the need to even defend herself or even blast anyone in her blog yea.. so is this ur idea of fun?? =) well i guess all this is just a kinda tit for tat thingy well if u want peace just make peace and move on stop trying to deliver the "underhand blow".. we fuking took a step back now u take a step back and just accept everything as it is..the mistake of knowing u was as bad as the mistake of u knowing me so i guess we're quits..and oh..thank u for ur belated birthday wishes..



ME
[10:06 a.m.][Thursday, March 24, 2005]

well i guess after all that has happened i gotta say something right me being the cause of all this shit..im the shit bringer haha..well yea i did tell her that i missed those dling days and HAD the problem with the friend's friend thingy..but now im ok with bestie lahh..can even joke without quarrelling so yea..right right? =) and she only got to know that i was on not so good terms with bestie during rouge when she thought i told bestie stuff coz bestie went to ask for her name lah..anyway this whole thing was a mistake..one of the worst mistakes of my life...which isnt her fault but mine yea..dunno what i was doing..but well we learn from our mistakes no? sorry for bringing trouble to everyoneee including HER.. k? im the one that should be blasted or blamed cause i caused all this..dun think grace or zhao deserves any just becoz of what i did..anyway since i guess she's not gonna write anymore stuff abt us in her blog then i guess u all are not gonna have ur daily dose of entertainment anymore lah ha..so lets just fuk it lah...finally i'm sorry to anna alright..i dunno why u're so adamant in saying that i said shit abt u..maybe sorry isnt enough but i dun think anything else would help either...this whole issue has become stale already lah..lets move on even if they dun k..i'll go find another daily dose of entertainment to make up to u all ahahhaa..maybe something like leonard.has.a.noodle.deek.blogspot.com or something..



zhaobin-
[11:54 p.m.][Wednesday, March 23, 2005]

Today was supposed to be an ok day. Lots of sleep in camp made me happy like bird. Spent time walking around, talking cock, listening to radio and went to the camp barber.
Man, then when i reached home, my webpage loaded up this, then i realised i kena kaobei for no reason leh. wth did i do in VJC? Dun like tt leh, i never even kaobei anythin to that anna, then suddenly i like being 'worshipped' by VJ grad. Someone please tell me what i did man? Or what did our clique do in JC? Dun like tt leh, we got go disturb u until wad meh? The only person we all only disturb was grace, oh ya, grace is in our clique, so basically we kept to ourselves right not?
Please VJ Grad, come on man, u can do it, im sure ure a nice guy deep inside with integrity, just tell us ur name la. At least we know who hates us right not? Otherwise damn half fuck leh. This is fuckin primary school leh.
Come on la guys, lets all grow up can not. Stop all the slander and shit once and for us. If we have hurt u and all, i sincerly apologise on behalf of everyone. Let bygones be bygones, concentrate on the present right now and leave the past as it was. Righhttt guys?
Now i become some fuckin primary school teacher.



zhaobin-
[11:54 p.m.][Wednesday, March 23, 2005]

Today was supposed to be an ok day. Lots of sleep in camp made me happy like bird. Spent time walking around, talking cock, listening to radio and went to the camp barber.
Man, then when i reached home, my webpage loaded up this, then i realised i kena kaobei for no reason leh. wth did i do in VJC? Dun like tt leh, i never even kaobei anythin to that anna, then suddenly i like being 'worshipped' by VJ grad. Someone please tell me what i did man? Or what did our clique do in JC? Dun like tt leh, we got go disturb u until wad meh? The only person we all only disturb was grace, oh ya, grace is in our clique, so basically we kept to ourselves right not?
Please VJ Grad, come on man, u can do it, im sure ure a nice guy deep inside with integrity, just tell us ur name la. At least we know who hates us right not? Otherwise damn half fuck leh. This is fuckin primary school leh.
Come on la guys, lets all grow up can not. Stop all the slander and shit once and for us. If we have hurt u and all, i sincerly apologise on behalf of everyone. Let bygones be bygones, concentrate on the present right now and leave the past as it was. Righhttt guys?
Now i become some fuckin primary school teacher.



sunshine girl
[02:00 p.m.][Wednesday, March 23, 2005]

ym, you have a fan club. apparently we have visitors here that take away more than just our thoughts with them. they reproduce it! haha.

so is this entry going to be taken as inspiration for another entry elsewhere soon? i'm intrigued.

yeah, freedom of speech. especially regarding things posted on the internet. but reading whatever you just said (albeit paraphrased and reorganized to sound different) somewhere else is disconcerting, no?

yeah, and I'm pretty damned sure I'm gonna get lambasted for this post. (somewhere else perhaps.) haha.



sociology
[10:59 p.m.][Tuesday, March 22, 2005]

today my soci of deviance lecturer totally just zoomed thru the whole lecture today. and despite my very advanced typing abilities, i wasn't able to catch up. i guess the exams are REALLY approaching fast. pple are already experiencing the stress.. like the guy who sat beside me just now.. mumbling to himself.. turning around the whole LT smiling.. and mumbling more to himself.. and just.. mumbling. i got so distracted i went to another seat. exam stress. so soon?

my 3 readings per day resolution is far from being fulfilled. i feel happy now completing even 3 pages per day. taking it slow now. its gonna be a tough semester.. not academically. but eventually, the gray clouds will be blown away. (i hope) ha.

smtimes we get so overwhelmed with all the bad things that are happening in our lives and as a result, we're not able to see what good there is. yeah. true you've got pple you can lament to.. but how often will they be able to understnad how you feel? how often do they say "yeah i know how you feel" but deep inside you.. you doubt that they truly can emphatize. how many times hav they said "cheer up" and you think.. hey i could type this out a million times.. i keep on telling myself that.. but narh. its not that easy.. and how many times have they said "look on the bright side.. " but you just can't.. that's why you are in this dump.

you get cheered up by frens whom you noe are they for you unconditionally.. they do not necessarily hav to understand how you feel, or say the exact things you want them to say.. are these what frens are for? what are frens for? to me.. its just being there. some pple may appear to talk to you.. to comfort you and stuff.. to talk sense into you.. but how much of them is there with you? you can feel it even if its thru msn or sms or whatever cold technology there is.. smtimes you know that although someone is trying to talk to you.. they really think you are senseless and silly and dumb.. and at other times.. you know that while talking to you .. they are chatting with 10 other pple on msn. how much of them is with you? if you can't expect your frens to be there everytime you fall.. den who will be there everytime you fall? although i may have a home to run back to, but how often can a child tell the parents all the problems she faced?

smtimes it leads me to wonder if this is why pple seek rships so desperately, to have someone to be there for you.. to have someone to be there for. but what if smthg turns sour in the rship, dun you need frens again to turn to? frens are indispensable. but how indispensable are you to your frens? and if you are dispensable. who would be there to catch you when you fall? or are you supposed to line a safety net down there already.. so that when you fall... you're safe?

at times, pple tell you. hey i'll be here when you want someone to talk to. how often are they there? and how far would they go to listen to you without judging you? without dismissing all that you fear as a silly emotion, as a nuance. then they say things like "why do you still feel this way.. you should forget...." and if its so easy.. you wouldn't need anyone anymore isn't it.

friendships are not a social construct. relationships are. friendships are a need. not a want. but how often would you be able to get someone whom you treasure and who will treasure you?



sunshine girl
[09:46 p.m.][Tuesday, March 22, 2005]

you're right, march is a good month! (:

you all ah..stop pulling stunts can....
one last december..one on sat night...ONE TODAY IN LT 19.. wahlao.
all make me dont know whether to scream or cry or just gape..haha.
nvm la. v happy (: anyway i book time slots already..i don't care!

thank u chilooong in advance for the p plate!! haha. my mother told me to stop hugging and dancing around the cars like some mad woman. haha. cannot help it la!

thurs girls night out..fri sentosa? heh.



tYyyyy
[12:44 p.m.][Monday, March 21, 2005]

HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!1 i tot of an outing venue!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! coming weekend?

eh wait. thursday nite onz? and sentosa is which day..whose the organiser for the thursday nite into fri de?



ym
[12:55 a.m.][Friday, March 18, 2005]

heyyyyyyyyy darrlings. hahahahaz!

tanny you fit your horoscope very well.. you wont' go out unless there's a detailed plan of what we're going to do. my gawd. such meticulous-ness is absolutely infuriating. HAHHAHA. two yrs ago i was reading the horoscope den i was like thinking. no lar ty isn't like that. but this yr.. mannn how true. now need wet weather plan somemore. machiam planning for orientation camp. if rain right. we go underwater world.. (if we're there already) or we just go for the normal lunch thing. or smthg larh.. (that's if sentosa will even work out..tt's if pple are going .. )

mann nick.. EUROPE? how cool is that?

lingo not coming back?

dingo.. at cocolatte now.. mannn... i miss the good ol' days of clubbing.. where it really gets all exciting. you get all hyped up. you totally enjoy the music and get damn high and continue dancing.. embassy. i love embassy. i think its good. it was reallie pure fun. the fretting abt not being able to get into the club and all. and now we're old foggies. haii.

oh well. hope cocolatte was fun. studying at a very slow pace. one page per day. hav you ever experienced this?



tY
[03:07 p.m.][Tuesday, March 15, 2005]

SentOsa on Sat yeah. wat if it rains?? haha



langweilig
[05:41 a.m.][Monday, March 14, 2005]

alright alright.
in case u dun know yet.i have mountains of time to burn so CaN SoMeOnE PlEASE date me out? ich bin langweilig (i am BORED). got the whole nite after my day watch, the whole afternoon and night after my night watch. AND the whole mornin afternoon and night on my off day. AnYoNe WanTS to TakE a leisure coUrse together? i wan to go sailin/surfin/boardin! leider(but), i'll settle for a gd game of BASKETball as well. or SWImMiNg. actually i dun mind shoppin as well. i need a new set of ear rings. Supper is good. my california fitness instructor says to eat 5 not-so-filling-meals a day. exercise helps kill watever spillover(?) time i have(habe). can someone buy me a bball? i miss the days playin bball at songs place and havin chicken rice and mac ice cream after that. ha. and those were the days where money was never enough and there was no i-must-have-car-if-not-dun-go-out-syndrome. those were the days where friends came together because of friends. friends for friendship!ha.
ANYWAY. I'm being practical here. i AM quite serious about going to Europe Next Year. I'd probably wait for song to ord den go tog.. so being pragmatic, its a "if u wan come its COOL!" kinda thing. after song ord will be ard may? ya. if anyone is plannin any short trips. say less than 6 days, i can kinda take 2 days off and join ya so call me k. maybe next month or so drive up to malaysia go cheap shoppin wan? jb can le.

oh ya. i am a safe driver. i truly am a safe driver.

PRAY those who are sick, get well soon alright my friends. especially those with cough. i have no idea how u ppl exchange body fluids so quickly. ha. im sure i dun.



zhaobin!
[12:57 p.m.][Sunday, March 13, 2005]

hi guys! wadsup?! I just wana say it was a really interesting discussion we all had on friday night, instead of the usual err stuff we all do on a friday night. hahaha, well whu noes, what we want might all change next year, or maybe the ORD trip wun work out with such a large group as wad ding said, but then again, dont these aspirations give us something to look forward too?


Everyone needs dreams, as accrd to nick. I totally agree with him. However, dreams are nothing but just a figment of our mind. Dreams help us find the direction we want to go, but lets take it one step further, let us turn those dreams into reality, by setting goals to cement those dreams. Instead of wandering aimlessly in our NSF lives, guys, lets all set some goals to work forward to, instead of looking forward just to the next weekend. Goals do help people grow, and even if we dun succeed in accomplishing them, i still dare say that we have grown trying to make it happen. After all, success is not whether we are there or not, but rather how many obstacles we tackle to get there.

Come on kong, go for the ranger course. Come on ding, lets do the french thing, theres only 1 year left ya. As for the rest, let us pursue something worthwhile instead of the trudergy of our lifes, and grow to become better people.

Well i dunno why im saying all this suddenly, but i just feel that i've really wasted one year of my life, the feeling really sucks shit, and i hope you guys wun fall into the same shit. yea. =)

And yiling, dun fret, im sure u'll do fine taking care of the kids in your camp. =)



lingg
[01:08 a.m.][Monday, March 7, 2005]

I did the last thing i thought i would have done when i went down to London yesterday.. Instead of waiting to get a job as a General Counsellor at those nice proper camps, (btw, i went to the interview for a couple of other posh n nice pte camps,but all wanted Specialist in certain sports or activities, while i wanted to be General counsellor, so i got rejected at ALL of them =|) I ended up accepting a job as a General Helper with Easter-Seals--> it is a summer camp for the disabled. took me really long to decide..deliberated on it for so long..but eventually..heck la.. i think juz go ahead with it loh.. But. i was freaking nervous n scared when i signed the contract.. I'm still scared actually.. really dunno if i'll be able to handle all the bathing,dressing n feeding of them.. haha. i'll be a 'changed' person i think..haha.

but on the other hand.. i'm heading for CALIFORNIA..weeHhooOo! haha OC.. here i come..even though i dun follow the series.but for dingg.. i'll go la.planning to juz travel california n not any other parts of the states.. cos no time.then i'll go up to canada for 2weeks perhaps.. then go back to new york..n back to London.. yayeee hahaha.definitely looking forward to my Summer! heh =)

busy busy busy. do take care everyone.. grace. STOP SLPING SO LATE le.. huggs =)



grace
[11:30 p.m.][Tuesday, March 1, 2005]

thanks nick.

it's okay i'm fine. heh.
haha well at least there're more positive comments than negative ones, if its any consolation. haha. i'm fine i'm fine!
but i still gotta say thanks to all of u..

and guess which two were at my condo just now...hmm..the earth must be spinnin the wrong way today, aha.



long time no happy =)
[12:13 a.m.][Tuesday, March 1, 2005]

< nick> hello grace. here is the lesson of a lifetime. i believe in karma. i believe we have been bad. i believe we have done shit on to others. i believe we have laughed at the fucking loser scholars. i believe we have hurt the feelings of more people than we can imagine. but most importantly, i believe in the good in me in you and in all our friends. None of us live in a happy bubble with no thorns up our arse. None of us have compliments allll day long. Guess all we (i)(you) have to do is to believe in yourselves. Kinda like know who you are, and walk proudly.

well. I was swimming just now when this came to me. take care.



linglingling
[08:35 p.m.][Sunday, February 27, 2005]

long time no blog.. i should make my prescence felt..hahaha Life in notts.. hmm. busy recently.. cos of work-which is unusual.. hahaha sorry.. not exactly taking the piss out of people in ntu n nus.. hahaha. but yah.. work's getting slightly bit more heavy.. have quite a bit more deadlines to meet. But i'm not exactly pushing myself either.. hahaha shopping. slacking. as usual. heh. I'm gg to catch "Closer" here.. hmm.. was going to recommend you guys to catch it.. but apparently it's RA in sg.. so.. hmm. sorry la. go JB get DVD loh..=))
Finally i see SUNSHINE!! yayee. super happy can.. like the past week.. so grey. n gloomy.. eeks. snow. n snow. n hailstones--mini hail. haha i thought was styrofoam balls!! it's so round n mini n cute!! haha. i know la.. quite suaku..heh. It's stll getting cold.. though spring is suppose to be coming.. haiz.

BTW. MAS HAVING OFFER! TICKET TO LONDON--698 W/O TAX (I THINK) ANYONE INTERESTED TO VISIT MEEEEEEE???!!!
hahaha i'm advertising for MAS.. haha. interested anyone.. comEEeeEee!! =))

Easter Hols are starting in abt 2-3 weeks time! yayee. haha i'll be down at london n leicester the coming weekend.. hmm have been spending alot.. shit la. .better start controlling my spending!! Can't wait for the hols to come.. i'm super excited!! haha. but then.. gotta study for exams which start on 13 may.. sian. haaaizz. nvm la.. as long as got hols.. i happy liao!! ;)
Miss you guys loadds!! i Shall make my GRAND exit now.. ahahah. take care everyone!! muacckss



license-less
[07:55 p.m.][Tuesday, February 22, 2005]

ym here. haha. erm thx guys. fetch / send me everywhere from now on k!! i pay cab fare larh. heavily subsidized of course.

anw. anyone gamed for hong kong in may? earlie may. summer season. loads of clothes. ha.

phuture. no good. clubbing = no good. i think i'm in position to declare that. =(

i dun ever want to associate with THAT person again. but i guess it is unavoidable. yucky person. betrayer. liar. bitch.



jAZZ it UP
[04:57 p.m.][Sunday, February 20, 2005]

guys guys! grace here!
phuture good or no good? leave it up to u all to decide. but no more clubbing for me until i finished my stupid moots!

ANYONE wants to SPONSOR ME! buy me a P-PLATE! ahhahaha. from this coming sunday onwards...i'll no longer have to see public transport on a daily basis anymore (even tho' now i don't really take bus but haha what the heck)
buy me a p-plate please! heheh so I can put in the new honda jazz (:

happpy marn...as long as I don't think about my work.
everybody else doing okay not? ling you good. not coming back for summer hols...not talking to u anymore! haha. yuimin...cheerup and smile k!



ty is lovesick
[02:10 p.m.][Wednesday, February 16, 2005]

hahaha.. eh!bird is leaving onthis saturday evening.. flight on sunday early morning.. lets go send her off ok.. i have contacted ym and ding already.. n ding supposed tell cl and kk. i hope he has done so.. next week i have a week break..
im so sick of sch.



arts
[01:36 a.m.][Wednesday, February 16, 2005]

it seems like everyone in nus arts is experiencing tough phases. downs in sports. in academia. in club work etc. everything seems not to be going smoothly for others. and it makes me feel a lil helpless. dno wad i can do to make things right.

newaez. hope all of you aren't going thru tribulations or anything of the sort. love ya guys. take care



ym
[03:12 a.m.][Wednesday, February 9, 2005]

happie lunar new yr!

nick wee! glad you had fun. the trip sounds damn interesting larh. will you be at home on friday? we can house hop to your place. ahhahahaz. who's planning the hopping trip?? ding art thou doing that?

vday is coming!! are yall excited? ahhahahz.

hope all of your angbao collection is great this yr. -hugz-



Nick
[03:21 a.m.][Tuesday, February 8, 2005]

hello dear friends. i've just came back from the adventure of a lifetime. =) ha.Yes. really.its true.life is good. =) oh well, the story is really too long to tell so i wont type it here. anyway, just to highlight some events.

unknown river treking
island hoping
flippin' into lake of pregnany maiden
eagle feeding
waterfall hunting
public strippin'(at least we had our shirts on!)
3 clubs in 1 nite!?
cheap cheap alcohol (1beer mug = RM2)
LOCAL guide (picked him up from the streets)
DIVING (ooo lala . a different whole)
snorkeling (i've got a scar of war)
go-karting (need for speed!woo)
3m jetty jump? haha
swimmin with fish/shark (blacktip)
bookin a flight for 4 days with only 2 nights booked
meanin last day own time own target. ha.

aiyah. so many. im too tired. can always call me ask me. its 3am on the 8th. my adventure offically lasted 7 days. woo. the photos are awesome. come my house see



ty
[01:29 a.m.][Monday, February 7, 2005]

hi !!! im here to complain why ain't i been aclled for movie or outing during weekends or weekdays. hahaha. ok la. i know i been inactive.. but if any of the outing days fall on friday.. sat.. or sun.. inform mi la.. haha
nick wee is happpily in langkawi now la.. i oso wan overseas call lo.. one hour leh.. ya gg to make whoever foot your phone bill suffer lo..
er.. was wondering why we not meeting up during this CNY.. if i organise wld your support. but i need babe's advice and she has not replied my sms or called mi!! dun use the ignore method on mi leh.. tot of having it at cl's pl for a change but TAN CHILOONG dun wan to give mi a direct answer whetehr his house is open for us or not..
wat your suggest?meet or not.. and i wan to be involved in angbao collection road trip.. rePlY



ym
[03:12 p.m.][Saturday, January 29, 2005]

me again~

updating on zouk. mann. KEVIN WONG! hahah so few pple went .. luckily the ac peeps were there. anw. though there were a few intermissions of boring music (or toilet breaks for andrew) .. overall.. it was great. towards teh end.. it was awesome. the girls were hot and the guys were cute. esp towel guy? hhahaz.

today going for bike hike. tmr gg suntanning. life rox



ym
[01:29 a.m.][Friday, January 28, 2005]

yo. nice pictures nick. congrats~!!!!
nice dinner grace. shld do wednesday dinners more.
nice invitation nip. i hoope i can go but most likely narh.
nice friend cl. will do the stuff with the 10buckies just that i rmb that i'm not supposed to owe you after cny.
nice invie kev. will totally adore zouk tmr. can't wait. i'll live for the music.
nice climate lec. i found luffter. i totally enjoyed it bcos .. i haven't luffed that hard over nonsense stuff in such a long time.
not so nice nus arts. i'm starting hallucinating again. and i'm gonna see a doc to prescribe me medicine for slping again. and i'm starting being depressed all over again. it sux. but life has to go on.

you juz gotta focus on the nice things. yeah.



finally
[11:11 p.m.][Thursday, January 27, 2005]

for those who missed it. u didnt miss much. =) just the end of the beginning, and the beginning of another end. men in white! ;p enjoy whiteunderwhere?



grace
[11:11 a.m.][Tuesday, January 25, 2005]

thanks ym...(:

no more chimney-ing.. no more depressing issues.
you're right ty, look at the big picture instead. its easier some times, than to keep harping on the things we can't get over.

ppl cheer up please...and I really miss talking to yl! thanks girlll for the really long longg msn chat last night.
we will pull thru fine if we all try to stop focusing on the inconsequential details..and nip the problem in the bud.



ty
[11:37 a.m.][Tuesday, January 25, 2005]

sometimes one can get too absorbed in one's own world to see the whole big picture. so wat if one area is not gg rite for u? does that mean its the fault of another.. for not helping u out ? for not being there for u when u need him/her ? ever tot that pple have their reason for holding back no matter wat your status is in his/her life ? or ever tot tt pple have their own difficulties sorting out their own taiji first to get involved in yours ??
cheer up pple. get out of the hole. try not to get involved solely in one one or two minor areas and forget the big picture in life..!



ym
[10:18 a.m.][Tuesday, January 25, 2005]

heyy.. yeah most of you are going thru a rough time.. and the one i was talking to just now.. this entry is for you.

i know it hasn't been easy for you. ever since the weekend started. all the nonsense that you've been going thru.. but yeah. you know where i study.. you know where i live.. you know wad's my handfone number. wherever you need me to be. i'll be there for you. be strong. this is a dysfunctional period. but as long as all are strong. (and in harmony.. hahah) yeah you can pull thru. you were there for me when i was confused abt my religion. hahahaz. and now.. its juz time for me to reciprocate. so yarh.

stand tall (but dun be a chimney) and be strong.

and nip. thx for helping me.



Lingg
[01:31 a.m.][Tuesday, January 25, 2005]

Heyy. this was given to me by someone special.. n i wanna share with u guys.. this is how i feel yeah... :)

" It's hard to give you as much support and caring as I'd like when we live so far apart.
More than anything,
I wish I could be with you (all) now..
to listen if you feel like talking,
to go for a walk or to a movie
if you feel like doing something to get your mind off things.
More than anything,
I wish I could be there to give you a warm hug,
to lighten your spirit,
maybe even make you laugh.
But even though
I can't be with you now,
I hope my caring
can cross the miles
that separate us
and fill a special corner
in your heart
with peace." --- Renee Duvall

this is to all those who are feeling down, and shitty..and going thru a rough patch.. hope things will get fine for all of u soon k?? so hang in there cos u're not alone...-huggs- :)



damn shit
[11:03 p.m.][Sunday, January 23, 2005]

what are friends for? a friend in need is a friend indeed. when i really need someone to tell me things that i want to know or i should know...woah..i should wait. yes. wait 1st. take a queue number while u finish doing ur stupid stuff. hah. friend indeed huh.

i know quite a few of us are going through a rough patch and this is where u guys come in. u should help us out. give us advice. scold us. tell us what to do.stop us. watever u think its best and not just FUCK CARE us.
argh.damn.



lingg
[07:24 p.m.][Sunday, January 23, 2005]

heLLLoOOOo~~ i'm BACK! :) haha. Barcelona was good..nice n sunny.. a very good change from notts.. i froze to death the moment i got off the plane on arrival back at notts.. did lotsa sightseeing!! BEAUTIFUL! heh. and ate lotsssssss of seafoodd!!! damn shiok. i'm super deprived of seafood sia..mussels.prawns.monkfish.salmon.haha. damnnnn nice!! feel so sad to leave barca.

anw. dingg! i'll try to get for u k.. lemme settle down first..need to pack my room..and settle down for lessons..-sian-. start tm le.. i've got alot of things now.. so i'll try my best k.. sorryyyyy i didn't manage to get anything for u guys..was looking out.but nothing much! shopping was ok.not alot of fantastic deals la..maybe cos we didn't go ard looking for gd deals in the first pl. yuupps.

WHAT HAPPEN AT MAMBO?!?!?! ppl. dun lazy leh. update leh..haha.



graceee
[05:03 p.m.][Thursday, January 20, 2005]

ah. heard about mambo last night. seems like it was super "action" sia. good for those who went.
anyway no more clubbin for me. stop sinning!

hahaaa. so how is everyone? dno wassup these days. either busy with school or caught up in army is it?
update laaa.
take care yooo.



ym
[03:19 p.m.][Friday, January 14, 2005]

damn fun! hahah. ty can you juz blog? tell us abt your erm. cheerleading competition? ahahhahaz. cheerleading.. hahahz.

mann lingo.. edinb sounds greattt.. -envy- ahhahahz. nothing in spore is like 50% as hapz as that mann.

past wk. got to know a couple of american xchg students. spent time drinking w 'em. was CONSIDERING introducing you guys to 'em on wed nite at zouk. but considering your mia-ness. forget it. the babes were hot. and they're rly open abt everything. they even asked if there's anyone who wouldn't mind a threesome. ie. like two american babes and one sgporean guy. i choked on my alcohol. ahhahaz.

den got to know MORE americans in my cluster. one american chinese. and one from u of winsconsin. or however you spell it. yeah will be clubbing with her quite soon too. americans rly rawk. (see i'm not racist too)

rly wanna go overseas this yr. shall see i would go abt doing it. maybe not notts. cos i didn't manage to save enuf. so yup. sorrie lingo. another yr i hope. and i'll prolly wanna do my xchg not in notts too.. somewhere in the south perhaps. nz or aussie. so yup. somehow seems like there's little to no opportunity to see ya.

anw. take care peeps. its the academic period again. see yall in.. erm. 3 months time.

if that someone that i can't forget plays me cannonball on the guitar.. i will totally totally totally.... haii



lingg
[06:29 p.m.][Wednesday, January 12, 2005]

Hello..seems like no one update...so i update loh!
heh. hoped everyone had a great New Year..glad that ding had a good Birthday celebration this yr! :)
hmm. Edinburgh for New Year was F-A-N-T-A-B-U-L-O-U-S!! hahaha seriously!!Edinburgh is just absolutely beautiful itself! I LURrrrRRRrVVVE it! hahah the old castles and quaint buildings along the streets, with many many shops around it..kinda nice fusion..heh. Got chance u all go visit k..haha. really pretty! Plus they have the highlands,,like 7 hills basically and nice big cathedrals! stunning.
Thankfully it wasn't as cold as it was suppose to be when i was there..juz super duper windy. And the weather managed to hold on till aft the STREET PARTY! haha Hogmanay was DaMn SHIOK ah.. hahaha was rather cold that night but luckily didn't rain..the next day was pouring. anw. there were like 100000 ppl, from all ove the world! so cool! some were holding flags. many aussies,americans,kiwis n chinese.oh n indians.ahaha.atmosphere was v good.everyone super high.u juz walk down the streets n say happy new yr to every single human n then kiss them.wahaha. of cos attack the yandaos la.. no la.. i kissed a fair share of non yds n indians k.(im not racist!)hahaha. had the world largest auld lang syne..n FIREWORks! hmm tt guy who did it..also did the ones for the athens olympics.wooo~ v nice..all 7 hills let off fireworks at e same time. n there were 6 performing stages.had ppl like scissor sisters n gwen stefani(i think.forget liao) playing. yah.
n of cos got ppl do crazy stuff as usual.i met 2 flashers.n one drunken idiot who climbed up a blardy lamp post..n his fren pulled his pants down..so he was technically stuck on the lamp post naked.no wonder the bus stop in edinburgh have signs that say "Anti-climbing Paint on roof". or some sort.amused.haha.tonnes of ppl making out ard me. some juz got so drunk they fell over while kissing.haha had to pull them up.
oohhhh n the international students' hostel at Uni of Edinburgh..is juz beside the Castle!! which means u get a stunning view out of ur window..n basically orchard rd is at ur door step!! RAGHH so not fair!! hmph. haha u get to share the view of the castle's garden too.. wah lao. ahaha.

ok shall head back to studying..exams in 2 days time..sigh. not making much effort obviously cos i got my exam dates mixed up..n i got the chpts to study mixed up..well done gal..haha.



ym
[02:11 a.m.][Saturday, January 8, 2005]

happie birthday ding!!!
may all your new yr resolutions (if any) be fulfilled and this yr.. be a happie one!!

wonder wad's your celebration gg to be like..



tY
[12:54 p.m.][Tuesday, January 4, 2005]

hey ppeeps.. my hall is selling tickets to zouk at a cheaper price of $16.. those guys who wanna go tmr nite.. count the number of tickets your wan.. then inform mi lo.. i can help get it from other frenz in hall.. im not the one selling yeah.. juz informing your i can get it at a cheaper price..



ym
[06:08 p.m.][Saturday, January 1, 2005]

happie new yr peeps!

hopefully in 2005, we'll be happy bulk of the time.. less stressed.. thgs go more smoothly.. and everyones.. healthy and wealthy~

sch's starting. hope lingo's well. and everyone had a nice night last night. whether its a wholesome night.. or a decadent night .. ha. gotta move on this yr. dun let anythg get you down! =)



MuvoMan
[11:44 a.m.][Friday, December 31, 2004]

WOAH! would you believe it?
Was watching TV this mornin when my mom came up to me, "so son, how much is a ticket to London?"
"about 1k.. why?"
" ALright alright. i'll pay. but the expenses u gotta settle it yourself." (!!!!)
haha. way cool. i love my mom.

oh Happy New Year Folks. see ya dudes next year! =)



grace
[08:06 p.m.][Thursday, December 30, 2004]

elo..my blog's down, trying to resurrect it soon.
jampacked days only when school is reopening soon. madness but good. anyway I guess we won't be spending new years eve together, so hope you all have a great time.

yeap, and for those who can, PLEASE donate to singapore red cross! PLEASE. $2, $10, $50, $200, $1000, IT ALL MATTERS. please donate to the aid of the tsunami victims. you can drop off money at tin cans located island wide, or drop off cheques to red cross. those who have old clothes, medicine, chlorine tablets, canned food etc, please help!

i'm sure you all know about the magnitude of the disaster, as of now the death toll hits 80,000 and is likely to soar due to diseases like cholera and typhoid, shortage of potable water and food. horrific. 80,000...think about it. and we're still having fun here, and planning parties for the new year. man all those people who lost their loved ones. they lost everything. depressing la. pray for them please, no matter what religion you believe in.
everybody's equal under the face of death, rich or poor, old or young, male or female, the people who died didn't choose their fate. that's how catastrophic a natural disaster like an earthquake or tsunami can be. in a matter of seconds, people are robbed of their lives and everything.

so must help in whatever way u can alright? i'm sure you guys can fork out some amount. thanks man.
such a depressing way to end 2004. hopefully 2005 will be a good year, where everybody's happy, peace prevails, no terrorist activities and the tsunami victims get to rebuild their lives amidst the destruction and chaos now. yup and i wish that each and everyone of u have a greattt 2005!

off to night cycling nowwwww. thanks ding for the ride yesterday.



jcpf chair - not ty
[06:28 p.m.][Tuesday, December 28, 2004]

xmas was not bad. stayed over at ding's place. steamboat was fun. red wine during steam boat.. -raise eyebrows- but yeah overall.. not bad. felt like cny.

wanted to go sentosa for new yr countdown. but no more chalet! tragedy always occurs. ding has his own plans. russ wants to do countdown at home. but nice leonard cancelled his driving. wow. feel e urge to hibernate at home. or go somewhere. away.

everything is coming back to me now. not feeling happie like i thot i'd. thot i've let go. but no. its far from that. i'm still the jcpf chair and its not-so-proud founder. hope 2005 would bring sadness no more. that i'll be happy. that nothing brings me down the way it did in august this yr.

happiness. is that so hard to achieve?



lingg
[07:21 p.m.][Sunday, December 26, 2004]

i had the worst xmas of my life! sighz. UK is NOT the place to be for xmas.. ok. maybe London would have been better..but apparently some frens said it was boring too! if london is boring.. imagine notts.. I nearly died. i was trying to study on Xmas day! madness.
went to town for dinner..(dead town i mean) all the shops were close.. except for some restaurants n pubs.Nothings happening was gg on.. not even the decorations! Felt like the decorations of some HDB street. anw. aft that went to my fren's pl for movies..had 5 gals during hte first movie..by the second movie.Only left with Me and another gal! so at 12am.. we looked at each other n said '(so nOT)Merry Xmas." hahahaha so saddening!
now.. juz looking forward to BOXING DAY SALE!! wahahaha. apparently ppl queue overnight (NOT onlY singaporeans do that k!), or queue early in the morning.. to wait for the shops to open..haha but my frens n i lazy la..we'll juz go there n queue la.. ZARA has BiG sale..Dorothy Perkins too..ok BASICALLY.. EVERYWHERE has sale!! wOoOhoOO~ shopping is so therapeutic..UPlifting! :) hmm but THen again.. i like got nothing in mind to buy..hahaha.juz go see see la.
Xmas Shopping List:
1.Polo Ralph wool scarf!
2.Formal dress. (can't wear my old one liao.cos put on weight! hahaha)
3.other dresses.
4.Anything else tt's C-H-E-A-P!

hahaha hmm. but i only haf a few hours to shop..have a feeling..i will end up not buying anything! heh. Will be gg to edinburgh on the 27th aftn..hah not looking forward to it.. i dunno why..maybe cos it's blardy cold htere..maybe cos i haf too much work to worry abt..
i guess i wun get to talk to u guys on New Year..May everyone have a smashing end to 2004 and start 2005 with a BIG BANG! :) may all the nicest and most pleasant things come along your way!



jcpf chair-ty
[12:09 p.m.][Sunday, December 26, 2004]

i had a fabulous xmas this year.. managed to meet up wif most of the frenz i wanted to meet up wif.. thanks peeps for making it possible.. now im tinking if i should spend new year eve in malaysia.. should i or should i not?



ym
[12:21 a.m.][Tuesday, December 21, 2004]

thot everythg was gg on quite nicely. but i realize that i shldn't look at myself only. so yarh. feeling quite terrible now. wad goes up must definitely come down. and it'll come down rather hard .. depends on how hard you take it. and whether you can solve it calmly.. and with tact..

so many things to say.. wanna build a fort to defend myself.. and yet.. is there a necessity at all for that fort? am i making sense? i seriously doubt so. i shld retreat..

xmas eve at grace's bukit timah place. pls msg her if yall can make it. thx




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grace
[01:52 a.m.][Monday, December 20, 2004]

ello..ym u can step down as pres of cfc/jcf club already. i will join ty as co-pres and u can rename it jcpf club. haha. see i gave u two new clues.

turns out why i kena bo hue was cos the other party xian1 xia4 shou3 wei2 qiang2. haha. smart opponent. i think its going to be a really fun game. lets see who wins. altho i think the fighting will be the real fun. ahloong say "IS IT WORTH IT?" but its not whether its worth it. hahahhaa. nope it isnt. anw even if i win i'll be bored by then. so, shrugg.

hmm. dont know lei. how ty. thinking. i think i'll step out for the time being first. don't want to seem over-enthu. lala. thats it.

chiloongs house very very very very nice!! and ding broke a cup!! next time don't need to go already la goon. see chiloong come back from thailand got a harem of girls to go airport to pick him up. his army friends dont have know! haha!! ding also. no wonder jealous. haha.
btw the gathering was good yest! bravo leo. for doing the saikang. not bad, you have proven you can at least do the basics to plan a steamboat. but u still need girls to help out (: haa~ anw thanks a lot dong! i still think ur hse is cool~

ty, ym and i ended up at harbourfront then sentosa on friday. really nothing to do. sit one round of monorail then go sakae sushi eat buffet. just so no need to go town. brilliant la. aha. and also ended up with a fever. smart smart.

christmas eve gathering! anybody has a place to suggest? someone's house? its okay if you guys have family dinners or sth. can come later. but must come. ding's house can or not? ty cannot. my condo got swimming and tennis. but I dont know whether you people willing to come so far. PLEASE provide feedback!! saturday's gathering was quite a success so we hope christmas eve will be good like last year. just dont all get drunk again. haha.
okay must rest or else no energy to fight. aha! take care all! peaceout-



ym
[11:28 p.m.][Thursday, December 16, 2004]

back frm chalet. it was fun. but the bbq rly gets the throat sore.. =( the 15yr old boys that were staying below us were totally buayas. disgusting. grave-snatchers. not tt we're old or anythg. but still..

anw lingo. saw your fotos. you're so not fat i tell you. yup. completely in a foul mood now. dun aggravate it. take care peeps



lingg
[08:27 p.m.][Wednesday, December 15, 2004]

HEYYY. haha i finally got my FIRST ever online album UP!! yayeee. so proud of myself..i'm a computer suaku-pok loh..took me greatttt pains to get the first one up.heh :)) i still have tons more..so be patient k..i'm really a technology idiot.so good stuff need to waitttt one. anw. u guys will see how much weight i put on from the photos..hahaha.

Here's the Link. sorry..i dunno how to link it--http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2949385093



ty
[05:47 p.m.][Monday, December 13, 2004]

hey.. i mmet michelle ang juz now.. so its like shes organising a bday party for mike.. his bday in jan la.. which date i forgot..
so im like supposed to ask u all if your wanna chip in for this chalet that she intends to book.. i dunno man.. apparently its like two nights affair.. one nite we can go the other nite for his frenz.. and his frenz sorta agreed not to buy prez.. so its like we be the onli ones paying.. I Dunno .. im not sure.. like $20 for each of us.. i DUNNO?>?!?!?!
ya.so.pls tell mi wat your tink.. no go..then ican tell her to drop the idea of us chipping in.. afterall haven't realli been in much contact wif him.. dunno about kong side though..
SO HOW?!



ComeX
[06:43 p.m.][Sunday, December 12, 2004]

nick here.
Anyone wan go dance on sundays? how about community service? Maybe WAKEBOARDING!??? =) its time to spend my saved cash!!!! woohooo. I'll buy drinks!

can someone teach me some new skill? maybe .. how to flirt? muhaha. what am i talkin.... anyway take care yiling! its cold there!



ym
[06:11 p.m.][Sunday, December 12, 2004]

nip! you know how to tell pple to blog. you dno how to update us on your decadent life arh?? mann.. i totally enjoyed talking to you on the fone btw. but got a call to ermm ask me to go back to tht place so yarh.

lingo! its alright larh. think abt me and gracey last time working at loreal.. ermm 8hours of standing up! bout the same larh. =) bear with it k. think of the money and everything is good. damn cool to work overseas. -jealous- you moving out on your own when??? we want to visit you next yr lehh. =)) tyy.. you want to go europe not?

totally busy with life right now. but its erm boring stuff larh. dno why recently after eating i'll feel like throwing up. but its just FEEL like throwing up i dun actually throw up. hahahahz. bulimic? wthh..

gathering at leonards house on 18th k? plsss make yourselves freee.. msg me for details. ahahhaz. i'll help leonard do the saikang. =) swimming tennis mahjong? i lurrrve mahjong -purrs- ahahhahaz.

gracey in ulu chiangmai now. probably in the forests cooking bark to eat or smthg. -grinz- lurve you guys~!!! can't wait for the weekend.



ling
[03:48 a.m.][Sunday, December 12, 2004]

heyO! feeling pretty bored in my room.. so decided to blog..haha. anw.. my room is soOOOooOOOO cold!!! ragghh. the heater not working!! i'm totally freezing..like wth.. have to wear winter coat n socks..gloves in my room la..bah.it's the first day i'm moving in n the heater has to spoil..raghh. hmm realised i have TOO many things when i was packing my room in hall to move out.god. i machiam brought the whole sg..ahaha i have 6 boxes n 3 luggages.wah lao eh.. took me ages to pack..whereas everyone else packed n moved out in like 1 day. i nearly died carrying some of my stuff to my fren's rm..which is where i'm putting up for the dec hols..moving this dec was reallly tiring n painful.. now i really dread the Easter hols..cause i have to move out again!! oh NOOOOooo...wonder how i'm gg to bring all my rubbish to my house next yr..when i move out of the hall.. think i'll die doing it..seriously. hm. still deciding. dunno if i wan a proper house. or juz a self-catered flat.. DAMN HARD TO DECIDE!! haiyoh~ shang nao jing.

oh yeah. updates..erm.working at royal mail.5.50pounds per hr..it's an idiot's job..but tiring..juz sort the mail basically.check the stamp n date is correct. but i've gotta stand for FOUR hrs.. n it takes me 1/2 hr to walk to my work pl. yikes.. painful job!! i've done it for 2 days now.. n my legs are sooo totally aching.. can't imagine how am i gg to tahan next week.. mon to fri. 6pm to 10pm.then still muz study for exams!

take care ppl.. dun fall sick. it's time to enjoyy!!:)



ty
[11:24 a.m.][Thursday, December 9, 2004]

hey.. no blogs?no updates?no anything? hahaha.. wat has everyone been up to?!?!



juz turned 19
[12:24 a.m.][Friday, December 3, 2004]

hey guys! listening to -head sprung- by LL cool J. wonderful song. downloaded it like a month ago? anw.. its a damn cool song and last wk they started playing it in zouk. or maybe i didn't notice in phuture till last wk. anw.. cool song. go get it. i'm like totally not advocating illegal download. go BUY it off the web =)

heard this song ytd agAin. the beginning of this song makes me high. its the head bobbing kind. -smirk- anw. ytd (wed) at phuture was ermm eventful? ahahaz. anw. totally enjoyed my bdae. thx to everyone who made it possible. the calls and the sms-es were reallie.. cool. =) thx guys.. thx. and i'm lookin fwd to ermm our phuture outings (note the pun)

was watching oc continuously from erm 9pm in clubroom. didn't feel like going back home. thx leo! felt as if the less i see my parents.. the more the distance makes us closer. and they're rly cool abt me staying out now. not that i'll manipulate their trust or wadeva. but yeah. very happy abt this. juz chilling out by myself. while the seniors are like busy pong-ing and kang-ing and hu-ing (mahjong!) we gotta have a mahjong outing soonish..

shopping with gracey tmr~ coool. its called a GUILT-FREE shopping spree. i guess.. it shld be guilt free lar. why shld i be guilty? after all the mess this yr? why why why?? the chapter closed .. and yet there's no stopping the reading back of the chapter isn't it.

i realized smthg! i enjoy bio-ing guys. enjoy gushing abt the good looking ones. enjoy being crazy. but in the end.. i feel so disgusted by their negativities. so awfully narrow minded. but still i guess its good to protect yourself.

for the first time i feel like the relatives and my parents are asking if i've got a bf. whoah. the kancheong-ness.. and for once i was reallie disgusted when i say "of course not.. why shld i want one?" whoahh. cool! ahahhz

i hear leo's offering his house for a party soonish~! and our xmas eve party thingy? wooo.. this is getting all exciting . take care guys.



ym again~
[01:00 a.m.][Wednesday, December 1, 2004]

i can't help but to add this - ways to lose wait in party month DECEMBER:

1) leave your house late. so you're like forced to run for the bus/juz walk briskly.
2) arrive for a party late: so that it'll be too awkward to eat.. Or there won't be food left anyway..
3) act cool with a glass of coke. pretend that its graveyard and selfishly guard it. wahahha
4) dun sit in frnt of the com doing nonsense like me.
5) when you listen to songs.. dun juz listen. move ard.
6) run in your house. go to toilet.. run even when you're not urgent. wahah
7) leg raises are suuuper effective. do 3 sets of 30secs each. twice a day. and voila!
8) think of smthg gross everytime you see sinful food. ahahahz.
9) exercise whenever you get to see the sun
10) think more. and add more stress to yourself. can cut down weight and reduce appetite. ahhahaz!



ym
[10:31 p.m.][Tuesday, November 30, 2004]

wahahha! its in one and a half hours time! twinn!! so exciting.. and heaven bestowed the earth with our presence. whahahaz. with this spectacular date clashing with some commando battalion birthday (or wadeva you call tt) and world aids day (behold HIV) and ermm to a very much lesser extent singapore idol.. wad calls for greater celebration?!?

went for driving lesson today.. finally after 4 mths. and i was screaming at other drivers in the car. ahhahaz. and i'm not that scared of faster speed now. when i mean faster i mean 30km/hr. but yarh i hate driving and driving hates me. i'm juz forcing myself to get over it. its like those days when you drag yourself up in the morning for tuition.. or worse. lessons. gosh. THAT dreadful.

had crystal jade with the nus pple today. fren's birthday and he treated. OUR GROUP CANNOT TREAT SIA.. got how many pple?!?!?! -stunned- -watches a hole burning in pocket- and yeah talking abt that.. i'm fat. tummy is bulging out now. very scared it'll become extreme. den maybe i'll take the tummy trim thing.. oh gosh.. -panics- ming tian ze me jian ren (translate: tmr how to see pple) ahahhaz. really man. how to wear mid-drifts?!?! hahahaz

oh and if you all thinking of buying flowers for ME ME ME! nxt time.. get purple rose (its natural!) and it smells awesoommee.. very sweet scent. totally intoxicating. BUT only can buy for me. buy for other pple pls choose other colours. ahhahz. its MY FLOWER!

i'm on HIGH mode now. damn high. will be playing overnight (i guess) mahjong on thurs.. treating 'em pizza. wish all of you were here. rly. mann.. love you guys! really really do~ =)



grace
[04:58 a.m.][Tuesday, November 30, 2004]

hiyeee. online at 5am! haha off to sleep soon!
30 more hours to go! i can do it!
looking forward to all the plans with lesmate too haha. so exciting.
chanced upon some pics of this girl who used to be quite chubby but slimmed down tremendously. alamak. now I'm motivated. my family says I'm fat. my hairdresser says I'm fat. my uncle says I'm fat. my friends agree I'm fat. time to start losing some weight, i.e. 10kg hahaha and go back to my former glory.
hopefully by 24th dec, I'll have lost a bit. no more teasing by people! hrmph. fat jiu fat lor.
okay la sleeping time, the neighbour maid wake up already can see her sweeping floor even haha! goodNIGHT!



yuimin!
[01:40 a.m.][Monday, November 29, 2004]

yay! it was all over on friday. so so gladddd!! but it wasn't like those ecstatic exuberant cathartic kinda feeling. which was rather.. ermm.. anti-climax? but yup. still feeling glad that i'm liberated~ well .. sorta.. betta enjoy while it lasts.. =)

updates: friday after exams went out with nip.. town walk walk.. usual. she updated me on her life.. ahhahaz. didn't miss out much! though its all damn exciting. better den mine .. den went back to pgp.. had dinner with my fren.. and dennnnnn lazed ard.. and went to PHUTURE! yayy. wasn't fantabulous. too packed. but nvm. music was awesome.. saturday.. bummed ard in the afternoon.. moved half of my hostel back home.. den went out with jia and frens. bummed ard town again.. more like SAT ard town.. sunday.. family day. had sharks fins and buddha jump over the wall for dinner~ yippee!

made plans with grace for the 2nd half of the week. very glad that all of you are my frens.. hahahz. chiloong.. ding.. can't wait for xmas eve den can see yall again. and ding! we'll club when you're back!! anw.. gracey.. lookin fwd to everything that we'll be doing together - lesbianic? narhh..
frens rawk! lingo --- miss you loadddss



grace
[04:46 p.m.][Wednesday, November 24, 2004]

HIII! YAYYY NO MORE TORT!! i just had my tort finals just now!! haa no more vicarious liability, nuisance, assault, battery, false imprisonment, medical negligence, economic loss, omissions, defective buildings or stat boards!! NO MORE!!! hahahahaa. okay I'm ranting.

wahh. 2 1/2 hours passed in a flash. seriously I like taking law exams much more than a's. the essays nicer to write than econ essays!! 2 essays only! OPEN BOOK! tt means u can copy everything in ur WELL-PREPARED notes and cases..as long as u know where to find and must know how to talk cock and say YES THIS ACTION WILL MOST LIKELY SUCCEED. somemore you can be creative and just sue their pants off for everything and anything. ahhaha. i spent the entire night typing out all my cases!! ONE more exam next wednesday..contract lawww ): envious of those who already ended or are ending soon..but its okay, i will play in december..so babes! please make time and remember me when u all make plans can??? heh.

enough of my ranting le..they all went to town! and what about me? haha took a lift from my neighbour's dad and came home to DO HOUSEWORK. hahaha. the weird thing is I'm fine with this arrangement. previously i would have gone ballistic at the thought of coming home (AND doing housework) after a heavy exam and not taking a well-deserved break out! but now, it's okay..strangely relaxing and nice to be alone. haha. no stress!

okay..so can we STILL HAVE A CHRISTMAS GATHERING?? yiling's like having fun with snowwwwfights..catch u on msn soon babe!! wahaha. 24th dec..try try try to make it materialize!!

GOOD LUCK TO YOUR REMAINING PAPERS YUIMIN! ty..have fun now during your break!! yiling..wear more clothes, take more pics, and study hard!! the guys chiloong ding and song all going overseas or already overseas, BON VOYAGE AND TAKE CAREEE. the rest, I'll see you soon hopefully!!! meanwhile, take careeeee -peaceout!



L!NG
[03:39 p.m.][Tuesday, November 23, 2004]

xmas party my hse can!! ahahaha.i'll be having a COLD xmas in Notts..not gg down to london le.but will be gg to edinburgh on the 28th dec to 3rd jan.My xmas this year is SOOOooO NOT exciting..will be spent studying for exams when sch reopens, and rushing essays. HAIZ. din realise that i have so little time to study!! oh no..feeling quite stress cos i got so MUCH to catch up! =( bleah. My only incentive is my trip to BARCELONA (think Liu Xing hua yuan!!=P) aft my exams! yayee..19th jan to 23jan.quite excited.hope i can get to go to the beach n sun tan..-->damn deprived of a sun tan!! i'm like bai zhan ji now!!! =(

Want to go travelling during Easter too! but then got 6 exam papers when sch starts..HAIZ> sux man.. so i guess can't travel much loh.. ANYONE WANNA VISIT ME???

I know i'm supp to be studying.. but i havent got much work done! i dunno wat i spend my time on.. it kinda just disappeared.. and my work load just keeps piling.. wanna stop the clock!! somebody SAVE MEEEEEE~~ feels like in VJ again.so much work so little time.even though my psyc papers are all MCQs..but STILL.. i keep slping in all the lectures..and my foundation is quite weak..haiYOH!

anw.. haha will have more updates soon i guess.. kinda obligated to go for more socials.. like MSS winter clubbing.and Badm Social. etc etc. yikes.. Take care Peeps! enjoy ur HOlidays.. btw.. dec holidays rite...jus wondering.. do the guys get holidays too?? no rite?? hahaha. only for xmas ah?? hmmm.....=P



grace
[04:32 p.m.][Tuesday, November 23, 2004]

24th december, christmas party anyone?

someone's house? tanny? ding?
chiloong coming back on 24th so still can..hopefully can organize something for christmas with u all.



yuimin
[03:34 a.m.][Saturday, November 20, 2004]

okay. i'm bored. bored bored bored bored bored bored. i know i've got tons loads to do. but heckkk.. screw the CAP. screw everything (except guys.. hohoho)

saw some stuf which i so didn't want to see but it was smack right into my face. wahahahaz. awful!!! tragiccc!!! bahhhhh..
who's free from 26th onwards lets go out...!! woooo.. treat yall to drinks.. anythg to make me drunk! =)



minism
[04:30 p.m.][Wednesday, November 17, 2004]

MY GOD! the theatre tutor decided to reduce the weightage of the test. and decided to include CLASS DISCUSSION - asking questions.. contributing.. regular attendance.. etc. which is like SHIT. cos i always sleep in front of him!!!! arrggh -faintz- there goes my A from my test. frigging.. so saddening!!!! -wailsss-

attending last tutorial for the year.. which is like.. hrmmm.. finally? i dno. so sad!!! my theatre! arggh there goes my CAP. die die die. =(((((((( its raining now. and i'm listening to angsty songs.. wohoho. where does the role of studying come in? bahh.



ty
[06:15 p.m.][Tuesday, November 16, 2004]

blogging from new york now., briefly went thru the otherblogs.. hope the nus girls are still surviving.. babe. u betta not be dead cos i still wanna go out wif u.. and grace..all teh best in your exams.. it be over soon.. urm.. ya..
TAN CHILOONG> DUNFORGeT one thing b4 u leave n my elephant
NICKwEE.. er.. who backstabbed u??!?!? oso didn't know wat i was blogging then so dun ask mi wat i was toking about. hahahahahaha..
ling..happy belated bday!!!
to those leaving.. have a good trip!! cya when ya are back!!



min
[03:04 a.m.][Wednesday, November 17, 2004]

woooo.. so glad you enjoyed yourself lingo!!~

you're my honey bun, sugar plum, pumpie yumpie yumkin. you're my sweetie pie..yum yum you're my cuppy cake .. come drop smiken spikens.. you're the apple of my eye. and i love you so .. and i want you to know.. that i'll always be right here.. and i love to sing this song to you.. bcos you are so dear..

i study until 7.00am for the past few days. upsetting my bio clock. was reminded by kevin wong that i'm not living in uk. HAHHAHAZ. sux. won't be gg overseas at all this yr. repulsive. BUTT thank god i went in the beginning of the yr already. if notttt.. goshh.. -faint-

those leaving. take care. dingyi damn dao nowadays. where does your loyalty lie?? hurh??? so questionable. hahahz. anw.. yeah take care. have fun. =) see yall near xmas.. or on xmas. wadeva. buy stuf back yeahh!!

some pple. no matter how awful they treat you. you juz dun have the heart to be awful to them. you'll always want to treat 'em nicely duncha think so. maybe its Karma. ahhahaz. but seriously.. not fair. and no matter wad they do to you.. you can't bring yourself to hate 'em. ahh. too bad for you den.. haiii

9 more days till the end. so soon! so happie. 26th. where all the weirdest things happen. ha!



linglingling
[05:03 p.m.][Tuesday, November 16, 2004]

THANK YOU EVERYONE!! Really very very happy and touched that you guys remembered my birthday... though i'm in some ulu ching chong land and not there to remind u abt my bdae! hahaha. ThaNKs for all the Well Wishes and msgs.. really made my Day! It was a grey day as usual but u guys certainly brightened it up!! =)))

Well, my celebration was pretty simple..went for thai dinner with 14 other singaporeans!haha was quite happy that there was such a big turnout.. The mood and setting was good. and so was the FooD!! my gosh.. it's like my best meal since i came la..yummy asian food..*drool*. my table alone.. the bill came to 82.10pounds!! freaking..haha.yeah. i paid 5pounds..grins.haha they split the rest..=P but i bought all of them ice cream too! heh. and they got me this creamy super sinful choc truffle! yeah..haha was v happy cos i think everyone enjoyed themselves, like we all deserved the break, and juz waste our night away! Guess if you guys were here.. it would have topped it all off.. but bo bian.. haha. next year same time..i'll be here too! hahah.

Now it's back to e books again..will be pretty busy e next few weeks with my coursework n stuff.. This sat is my BUSA individuals.. kinda like the largest Individual badm comptn in UK.. yeah. but i'm totally not in a good condition--injured,no speed, no stamina,too fat and heavy. haha. yeah.. so i'm juz gg to die la. haiz. NEXT seasON. I'll chONg chu jiang hu!!!! hahaha
Hmm. ding and cl zhao-ing soon rite... looks like the grp will be broken up further..wonder how it'll be like when i come back next yr..still seems like a longgg way to go.. many things have changed in a short span of 2 mths..I guesss everyone's busy with work and army..which is causing the drift..but i'm quite sure that our friendship is steadfast yeah.. even though we're not meeting up n far apart..we'll still be there for each other yeah? =) thats wat i like most abt all of YOU!!
Ding and CL: take lotsa care pls! dun go overseas n luan luan lai k.. wahaha. ah loong. watchout for the transvestites..heh. dun mix them up w authentic chiobus..hahaha.
Babe n Grace: JIA YOU JIA YOU!! it'll be over in a blink..come on..nil sine labore..ahahaha

somethings are just different...some people not the same anymore..will it be like before? i have no idea..changes might have been for the better..or for the worse..but the feeling is not the same anymore...

once again.. THank YOu guys for making my day all so special and heart-warming though i'm freezing here!!! =) lotsa luv!! -biGGGG hug to all of you!-



grace
[01:52 p.m.][Tuesday, November 16, 2004]

hiyo...guess won't be seeing u all till like when? x'mas? guys leaving right? take care ah.

add oil add oil...yuimin 26th nov over right? for me it's 1st dec..surprise surprise it's a wednesday. going overseas in dec..sian. ty lucky la..now overseas enjoying already, while ym and I still struggling at times like 4am when everyone's sleeping. nice nice to talk to ling. miss her loads man.

feel like losing abit of connection with everybody already...maybe it's just me?
aiya. very hard to fall back to the comfortable banter, easy-going camaraderie and the endless laughter of the past. seems like army and uni life has taken its toll. again maybe it's just me la.
aye, it's tough being nice to people when it's one-sided. I try my best still. hopefully one day it'll be reciprocated? haha. although somedays I feel like giving up and telling the idiots to shove off. hahaa but nah, what doesnt' KIll Us MAKES us sTRONGERR.
spilt my guts out to someone, hopefully it wasn't a mistake. the implicit trust will be preserved la. feels much better now though. music and friends are two of the best things in life!

laa. maybe the next time we meet up i'll be a branddd new me. maybe. just maybe?
meanwhile, all take care, and till next timeeeee. see ya.



ym
[04:51 a.m.][Tuesday, November 16, 2004]

hohoho. attempted webcam thingy w yl.. but failed =(( love you yilingg.. YOU RAWK GER!!! wohohoho.. -muackz muackz- -BIG HUG- !!

so cool nick! commissioning so so soon!! who is your date man... muz be so exciting. wahahahahz!! woooo.. and the guys are leaving.. & i can't send 'em off. like hurhh. suxxx.. i'll be missing all of youuuu..

once again. look at the time now. errr. still in arts club room studying. but quite drained out now. (while ty is like enjoying herself somewhere in the northern hemisphere). can't wait for like.. 10 more days.. and after 26th i'll declare the whole chapter close. no remnant effects. nthg for me to think of. it'll be a new sem. (though not a new hostel room). but i guess i'll be a happier person! AND SO WILL ALL OF YOU!!!!

you're cordially invited to ermm club on 1st dec yeah. -nudge nudge- ohhh i juz came back from supper.. nasi lemak and stuf. woo totally rox. plus MY drink teh-o peng.. wahahahah! damn high. listening to marc anthony. ohhh and there's this guy studying with his top off.. and you know those roller chairs (officey kind?) there are two pple rolling ard iin sch now.. on the chairs. ahahhahaz! HILARIOUS. nus pple are nice. but nobody can beat YOU GUYS! -hugz- (public display of affection.. wahahh)

take care peeps. especially lingo - LOVE YAAAAAA MISSS YAAAA.

its gonna be ALL OVER!! 240 MORE HOURS



NIck
[06:22 p.m.][Monday, November 15, 2004]

long time on blog. happy birthday yilin! Hope you having lotsa fun there! =) yea. im doin just fine. gonna commission 23 Jan '05. thats about 60 days more.. im counting down already.. Anyone wants to go? think gonna invite everyone..
yea. to ty. WhAt r u talkin abT?haha
and those havin exams? take a chill a pill. yep. i agree. sometimes its just not worth being nice to some people.. they just back stab ya in the end. that sucks. =| but i always believe in givin ppl the benefit of doubt until it happens. yep.
HAHAHAHA fat and white ppl? HAHAHAHa. polar bears. nah. i prefer cats.



grace
[02:04 p.m.][Monday, November 15, 2004]

Happy 19th Birthday Yiling!
hope you having lots and lots of fun in notts k. wish I was there with you. but too bad...i'm stuck in sg. ):
love you lots!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN !! muak!
sending u a warmmmmmmmmmmm hug with lots of kisses!



ym
[06:34 p.m.][Saturday, November 13, 2004]

me again! boredom~~ studying sux. even geog is like not intriguing anymore.

doesn't pay to be nice and friendly. doesn't pay to be nice. doesn't pay to try to be friends. shldn't even try. too many bummers ard. bummmerr.

can't stand fat and white pple. polar bears. dun pair me up with polar bears. esp if they are bummers. cmi.

very broken up thots. forget it.
had an awful dream last afternoon. still can't forget abt it. argh. that sux. and you know why? cos it doesn't pay to be nice at all.



ym
[04:47 a.m.][Saturday, November 13, 2004]

heh. so glad its all over nip. so glad to chat w you on msn for a lil while juz now. hahahaz. yessss the DATE. and argghh frangelico? ahhahahaz.. so sadd..

i'm like damn updated. know abt their zouk experience already. ahah sounds rly wild and fun. ooh kev! woooo.. way to go bro! ahahhaz.

can't study. can't be bothered to study. i'm so so dead. gonna pull all my grades down now. cos of the very nice final exams. i can't study!! look at the blardy time now. i'm still in arts club room. listening to ermm.. shaggy. and erm.. blogging.. like huhhh..

had a bad dream in the afternoon. like terrible. almost woke up crying. bitter realization hits time and again. in the negativity of hope. depression is killing me. cl said to change my sadness to erm.. anger.. so i can channel it to studying? ha! sounds like some easy science equation~ yeahhh right chiloooonnng

stop thinking. nobody said it was easy. pile uni on personal and add the friendship problems. and you get a yuimin that juz goes.. HUH? ahhahahaz. can't wait for 26th. reallie can't wait.. great day. WONDERFUL DAY! WOOO! END OF EXAMS .. IN TWO WKS. YOU CAN DO IT!



ty
[11:29 p.m.][Friday, November 12, 2004]

eloo ... my exams are finally over.. totally agree wif nick wee that zouk was fun though i wasn't there. HAHAHAHAHAHA

im gg overseas tmr evening..germany.. us.. following my dad and accompanying my mom.. wld be back in action (hopefully) from 20+ nov.. thats provided my interhall games dun tie mi down..

wanna say a BIG THANK U TO TAN CHILOONG> REALLi reali realli realli realli realli realli realli realli realli realli realli realli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli THANK U!!!

and nick wee. FoLlOw UP YeAH! we will meet up soon. hahahaha

babe. yeah. 26th. the rest take care.. cya soon..

.byeE everyone.




[11:29 p.m.][Friday, November 12, 2004]

eloo ... bye bye



yuimin
[03:23 a.m.][Friday, November 12, 2004]

look its like 3.20 am? and i'm where? NUS ARTS FAC. wth. ahhahz studying a lil here and there. but mostly slacking ard. bummer..

kevkev went to zouky? i didn't see ya. thot it was chinablack? anw.. sentosa rox too! sentosa and mambo like 10days before exam was like.. hrmm surprising. considering e fact that i was never that slack.. was i?

thx ding for driving us ard. so tiring for you and yet you didn't complain.. thxx!! so glad that ding and leo made the right decision in not clubbing on wed. zouk sucked to the core. but e drinks rock larh. there was like only ONE eye candy..

thot everythg was back on track. den everything fell again. but nvm! we'll all be strong. damn happy that i'll be going out with nip on the 26th. after her tripSSSss.. =) can't wait. totally can't wait. its been ages since i last saw you. so many updates you gotta tell me marn. and lingo! so nice talking to you online.

everyone here is so beautiful.. love all of you!



KevKev
[06:40 p.m.][Wednesday, November 10, 2004]

Woah now im blogging...right k...going zouk later...but what am i doing here? Golf rox...we should all golf more often...and grace cooks really nice claypot chicken...all should try again and again and again...where's my Yan Yan!!! NuS RoX...Glad im going there...



leonard
[01:26 a.m.][Wednesday, November 10, 2004]

loser..tats wat i am..the girls just keep repeating it to me..now they are messing with me fone..dun really like grace touching my stuff..no i dont want to change phone with you grace..and yes yuimin stop playing around with my fats..help some1 save me..i love yuimin..bye



yuimin
[01:20 a.m.][Saturday, November 6, 2004]

rly cold (for spore weather) today. signifies the last day of this semester's tests. went to holland v with jiayin to sorta erm "celebrate" my freedom from tests and welcoming exams tt are so looming in the near future. like hovering ominously ard the corner kinda thing.

oc ytd was a classic. it was extremely touching. was controlling all the tears. show ended. quickly ran back to my room and cried. loser. with the capital L.

being seriously controlling my temper like anythg. guess you all shld know how huge a feat that is for me. haven't yelled at anyone.. in AGESS.. you can hear me grumble.. bitch and whine now. but BUT never.. YELL! or point the middle finger (for that matter.. ha). but its seriously getting difficult. with all the shit that's coming up. tests juz ended. exams.. (so dead. haven't TOUCHED geog.. and SEA.. and more den half of nation bldg. and theatre prac in a couple of days..) problems of friendship.. of the past.. of arts club.. pple playing me out. giving empty promises (wad's new..).. promising to do work by when by when and not fulfiling it.. bringing me into a hot new toilet bowl of shit.. and i gotta juz choke it down. grumble grumble grumble. when all i want is to juz.. tell 'em to "stop screwing up my life for me! you stupid dodo!" arghh. nthg is gg on smoothly..

thank god for pple like leonard and grace ard. though grace is like.. on the precipice of insanity. tanny is non-existent. yiling is simply hilarious everytime i talk to her. chiloongg.. the man. twin.. the guy who understands my ermm double entrende. lets juz not talk abt ding.. the guy with divided loyalties.

anw. advice of the day: girls. trust your instinct. guys trust your gut feeling. they are more often than not correct. if a person has betrayed your trust once. dun you think he/she would do it again? how much faith should you put in a person whom you've doubted? how many pple deserve a second chance? third chance? fourth chance? protect yourselves. dun be hurt.



yL
[07:56 a.m.][Monday, November 1, 2004]

this pl really OPENS up my eyes..literally.some of the gers here..really make me wonder what morals have they been taught at home..sigh. juz so different from sg. oh well. sth new n amusing.

Hall pageants have been goin on for e past week,the Mr n Miss of each Hall has to go thru selection as usual..but it's NOTHING like in sg..yikes. the stuff u do here..ee.hahaha. hmm so it's not exactly the Mr Handsome/cutie/hot bod wins...neither does Miss Oh-so-Sexy/big boobies win.. basically..no ones dresses up n stands there looking good..everybody HAS to do sth. the usual stuff u can expect from UK.. lap dance, stripping naked,guys being stripped n then wearing g-strings etc, girls doing the same thing, using ur mouth to wear a condom on a fruit(banana,cucumber)..EVREYTHING is done in front of ur hallmates.(p.s u have to pay 2quid to go 'support' ur hallmate) yeah..kinda funny n crazy i guess..but embarrasing n degrading at the same time..hmm i din manage to go to my Hall's female pageant..buti might juz catch the Male one.hahah hmm from what i've gathered..my hall's already pretty mild. the male winner from some other hall had both his armpits waxed and..in this hall..the female contestants were supp to use their mouth to put the condom on a banana and this ger (eventually the winner) asked if she could gain extra points.AND she volunteered to do a freaking BLOWJOB on this guy (her bf) in front of the whole HALL!! wtf??! it's madness.. haha hmm.. luckily not my hall.. think i too embarrased to watch.. apparently the blowjob was successful la.. but still. YUCKSSSSS.. DAMN gross.. really makes me wonder.. WHAT THEY DOING??! aiyOH.. haha. Looks like winning the hall pageant like not sth honourable.. one would wonder how low did u stoop to get that title..

yeah tts the onli interesting update i have so far..MSS had halloween party.. but i din go.. and this tie apparently it was a blast la.. haiz. WHY i nv GO?!! hahaha. nvvm.. good gal.. study. ;) i've got some photos..yeah i knoe..*roll eyes rite?* haha. i'll really get it up.. some time.. it's juz tt i got too many.. n takes V long to upload la..hahahah
badm--like shit now.lost 2 singles game..like ZERO points for some of the sets la.. then twisted ankle twice le..pain!! dunno how to play wed's match agnst Durham..here quite funny.. like spend prob 10-20pounds to get a train ticket n sit few hrs train to durham just to play a match then come back.wah super waste time..but then..sch pay..n i get to travel.. so why not??! haha they sit rail train machiam we sit mrt loh..haha. go ard uk to play with other unis..
ok.. BYE. btw. i'm damn FAT. like freaking put on FIVE kg since i've been here..siao liao.hahaha. i'm gg on a diet......



ym
[12:37 a.m.][Monday, November 1, 2004]

meeting up w the guys was rly enjoyable. didn't know i missed 'em so much till i met 'em. went for mad shopping spree ytd as well. relaxed life? juz trying to calm my nerves before the war begins. which started last nite. sleeping the same hours as grace as well. its terrible. nthg seems to be done. loads of things to do. theatre practical exams coming up. and we juz settled on the script and all. very tedious. stupid foolish ger. who asked you to take up this module?

nearing the stage of panic now. wonder if i will even be able to finish revising for finals. two tests this wk. got some posters to do for arts club. and tons of practical stuf to do. still can't conc on my work though. tt's awful!

guess the nxt time i'll be able to meet up with the guys is mid dec? and grace.. asap after exams. and nip.. on the 26th of nov. gosh. everythg is going to end in less then a month's time.

hope everythg goes on well for all of you. and to the gersss.. all the best for the exams!



grace
[10:36 a.m.][Saturday, October 30, 2004]

its a saturday. i've been in school since 9am! going to stay till late afternoon. tomorrow's a sunday and its the exact same routine. probably burn midnight oil tomorrow again.
sleeping 3-4 hours daily, 5 hours max. sleeeeeeeepy. I even fell asleep while driving, fantastic right? i got horned at when the light turn green and I was still sleeping.

TWO consecutive weeks. one more coming up.
I really hate all the cases. why am I slogging so hard for my research binder and presentation when its only worth 4 credits? exams coming soon too. nobody said uni life was THIS stressful.

think you all should be meeting up for dinner tonight right? have fun man. doubt I'll be able to meet up for the next 2 to 3 weeks. DECEMBER! it's coming soon! the semester just flew by like this. think I gotta catch up very badly with you guys sooon.

STRESSED AND OVERWORKED TO DEATH
new friends are nice. but old friends are better.
SLEEP! SLEEP! SLEEP! SHOPPING! CATCHING UP WITH FRIENDS!
I hate this.



ty
[04:09 p.m.][Friday, October 29, 2004]

i like studying but i hate exams!



ling
[06:12 a.m.][Sunday, October 24, 2004]

heyO! it's mEeEe again!! grins. hows everyone?? really hope everything is still going fine..
hmmm this week not very good gal.. play tooo much! *i promise to study harder.* TRY to k.. haha.actually.. haven't been studying for the past 3 weeks. ack. feeling very guilty abt it.. now gotta rush essay.. due in two weeks time.. haiz.
wEll.. i eventually DID go for the 7 legged bar crawl.. w/o a team! hahah! haiz. i decided like an hr before they left..haha.yupps. so i chup into some angmoh team from my hall loh.. all guys.. i was the onli gal..so they v nice to me.haha :) my team had like 9 ppl.instead of 7.haha.
so basically.juz tie ur legs w 6 other ppl.then the extra guy is the runner la. yah. so i was the "co-runner".haha.so tt i dun look so extra.:) yuups. well. it was quite interesting n fun!! grins. cos everyone dressed up for it (not required to..)as in some teams went as fairies,crossdressing,uniform,beach wear(like bikinis in the balrdy cold weather??!),cheerleaders,chefs,OOHh got ppl wear army uni la..think is some trg corps ppl. hahaha. dun worry. i took photos.. but u gotta wait till i learn how to put it online...then u all can see.. sorry i v suaku one. yupps. so my team..decided to go as.. SERIAL killERs!!.. wth.. hahahaha yah anw. i din haf clothes... so i juz wore like normal clubbing stuff-tube long sleeve shirt outside. n skirt. yupps. but dAMN cOLD...haha.my team looked realLLlly scary. had like fake blood all over.. carring choppers n chain saw(fake)..then dragging their legs..walking ard town..hahah super freaky..i was laughing the whole time.
anw.at each bar u supp to down shot n drinks la. then play game.then can move on to next bar.5 in total before ending at the MODE--very big club.much bigger than zouk..n it's not even considered v big in notts..haha.luckily in not in the team.. cos the guys had to drink so much..madnesS!.i would haf puked or so seh.. they had to drag me along..haha.by the 5th bar..it was really funny.. cos most of the ppl alr like super high n semi-drunk.. then all the legs tied tog..ZERO co-ordination man..i took a photo when everyone started falling onto other grps..then everyone ended up on the floor.in a tangles mess.hahah. it was good to be sober.
hmm my first clubbing w e angmohs.. hmm my fren n i were waiting for drinks..then kena offered drugs(to my fren).kinda got a shock la..cos they openly offered my fren.hah.madenss! it was good fun overall.cos went w ppl i knoe..but the angmohs super hiong.v obviously hanky panky..tsk.machiam having sex on dance floor.. or agst the wall..(like behind me..).bleah.hahah. *no more partying for the rest of the mth...no more halloween party.....*

oh went shopping todae! yayee! bought another pair of shoes.. hahaha 5 pounds.. starting to wonder how to pack my stuff in dec..hmm. hahah.

ok.. gg to start studying now..n it's like 11.30pm.hahaha i juz got back..from badm n stuff.. haiz.-tired-

take care peeps! i'll try to upload e photos soon.. but alot la..n it's my first time too...so.. be patient! see ya guys~~ -huggss- stay happY yah...:)



L-I-N-G
[12:21 a.m.][Monday, October 18, 2004]

heYy!--brief updates of my happenings!--

Went to london last weekend!stayed over at a fren's place. ate ALOT.dim sum.thai food.chinese pastries.cakes.choc tasting.gelato icecream.=)*haPpY!* watched Phantom of the Opera and some shakespearean play.visted Notting Hill and Covent Garden.so in total i spent 90 quid!argh so freaking broke now.oh. but i juz bought a pair of Dorothy Perkins heels for 3.50pounds ydae.wahaha.on Sale.buy 2 for 7pounds.wahah grins.
hmm i happened to witness the rugby initiation for freshers 04.haha the guys (40+ of them) had to do a 5km run naked!ahaha they can onli choose either shoes or boxers.haha quite funny.n disgusting also la. Kinda poor thing..cos it was reallllyy COLD!! it was raining much heavier than usual n the winds super strong!! it was rather amusing la.
hmm work wise.. gettting kinda heavy cos aft i got back from london.i din do anything for a week!haiz.so piling up.but then everyone is relaxing! like CHILL! haiz.onli the singaporeans.so pia.then quite stress.haha so study also loh.
argh juz got back from dinner.hmm. another cute guy taken.wahaha.k anw. tm got some 7 legged bar crawl thingy.i dun haf a team! hmph. so i juz go chup ji ka..join them la.haha then got halloween party coming up on 29oct-fancy dress.cool!but then muz spend money..so see how first la.

okie! thats for all~ take care everybody!! enjoy whatever you're doing..good luck to the gals for exams! dun stress yah! =) hugs*



ym
[11:13 a.m.][Friday, October 15, 2004]

mann all the best nip. my exams begin in abt four wks time. ding is like BUSY toooo.. like BUSY. like B U S Y. hope lingo is doing fine.

mambo with gracey was GREATTT. it was like the funnest mambo ever. song, ky (and his frens), drunkard twin, the jianhong, lau they all were there, ervin chan was there..darryl lim.. ermm ooh and eye candy was there! and he smiled! okay .. but yarh music at phuture rox

yesh.. uni gers. study hard. army guys.. errr.. date hard. wahah. ciaoz pple.



ty
[02:29 p.m.][Wednesday, October 13, 2004]

hello. exams in 3 weeks time.. buzi mugging or at least buzi trying to mug.. i got a webcam liao.. but apparently theres some firewall in the sch system that disallow viewing outside campus.. yet to try it..
sorta messed up my hall life a little. no time to tok to anyone apart from the few emails or msn msges or smses. haha. but life's still fine overall.
ling. how come ya not replying my email?
ding, your msn zhong virus izzit.. it was sending mi the virus file.. dunno if the nus pple have got it yet.. btw theres this funny virus gg around.. called funny.exe. dun accept it.. and dun add a user called vampire or sth.. its oso a virus.
nick wee is back or coming back izzt?
grace ah. sorry im not zouking tonite. but have fun!!!
hi leo hi jon and hi to the rest.



nation bldg
[12:16 a.m.][Monday, October 11, 2004]

man. nobody's blogging? terrible wk. it has been almost 2mths. yarh. counting up. and nthg positive is happening.

latest update: movie was great. wimbledon brings back some memories. oddly. tennis was great. yeahh it is reallie cool. great sport (nxt to swimming).

someone's being rly sweet at the moment. rejection is difficult. but narh. steer away ger.. danger zone.

hey all of ya.. blog larh =(



kent ridge road
[11:24 a.m.][Wednesday, October 6, 2004]

all of you put down your location.. den i thot i muz as well put down mine as well.. guess the nxt post will be either "law link" or "ntu" or smthg.. "stagmont" doesn't blog arh.. illiterate guy.. bahh..
so nice to hear from all of you.. our international blog.. from perth to uk.. wow.. like totally wayy cool.. and so glad to know that all of you are enjoying yourselves (sort of).. yiling's life is damn happening now mann.. like damn jealous.. =) -grinzz- all the things that we never heard before and all..
in my southeast asian lecture now.. lingo.. thot you went there for psych.. how come all the modules you taking now doesn't sound related at all?!?!? wahaha.. broad base education ay? ahhahz!! the lecturer juz made some weird bird sound.. ahhaz wth..

we're SUPPOSED to go mambo tonighty.. lets hope that nthg goes wrong.. lingo bet with all the parties you hav in notts.. you won't miss mambo mann.. bet you MISS US though.. heh.. shld be going to hk in dec. like totally yay!.. ahahhaz.. ding dong gg taiwan? hopefully everyone blogs wherever they are.. den we'll truly hav an international blog..

nip.. where art thou.. BLOG!



NoTtY nOTTs!
[11:20 p.m.][Monday, October 4, 2004]

heYo guys! HELLO NICK WEE! haven't heard from u in a loong while. still knoe who i am not? haha glad that u are enjoying urself. it's v cold in notts too.. but there's SUN todae!!! yayeee!! finally! so i'm in a super duper good mood! hahah bet u all can tell..

well well. sch has started. n i'm slping in all my lectures n stuff. even when i'm studying. i'm falling aslp.hmm i've got LOADS to read k. the blardy text book for marketing alone is 800 pgs. freaking. haha not to forget i still got econs.bio.stats.all the crap.argh.bleah.
i'm not exactly having fun la..the fun part comes in cos there's simply so many activities that the angmohs organize each dae!so i juz join in if i dun need to pay.haha.so cheapo. or i juz hear their stories la.. we have pub crawls.. like gg round to every pub in town or the city centre.then there's this jungle party n sch uniform party recently.n my hall organized a 70's party.so everyone goes there all dressed up! really funny with all the wigs n stuff.the guys here rather ONZ i muz sae.

ooh.then in the pool room in my JCR..there's this rule thingy that whoever loses.(some 7ball thing which i dun understand). muz round ard the courtyard NAKED.hahahaha SUPER fuNNy! apparently 3 gals have done it.. and a couple of guys too.one guy did it juz last nite.haiz i always miss the action.but i'll try to catch a live version of it.. i'm sure someone will do the courtrun again!! hahah. sorry guys. dun thnk i can take pic..

haiz i got formal dinner later.juz a waste of time.muz dress up formally too.argh.ok. take care eveybody. NICK WEE>>>> continue to enjoy urself hor. those who need to study. pls study hard. but dun stress urselves out plssss!! i'll update sOON like end of the week or sth. cos I'm gg for this GOOSEFAIR on wed!! it's Damn FUn!! i'll take LOADS of pictures for u guys! *huggss*



fremantle australia
[05:25 p.m.][Monday, October 4, 2004]

gd day .wonder hows everybody doin'. Guess what, the temp outside is about 13deg right now... freezing.. yea. darn cold. but i like it. i like keepin' warm in the cold, that sense of comfort it gives me ... the feelin of being loved?
anyway. i've just finished 10 long hard days of sailin' and now its time for me to enjoy 4 daYS in fremantle and Perth. Nothing much to shop around here and the only nice shirts and surf wear is darn expensive like $50 or so bucks... so sorry cant get much for u ppl.. will try though. hahahaha. OH.! and one thing... my friends here have been oogling at HHUUUGGEEE chested girls the whole day! hahaha. and they are ALL over the place man.. argh. wonder how these ppl keep their centre of gravity man. amazing

thanks zhao.. thanks...

hmmm actually the strawberries here are cheap and really nice... but cant bring them back. so just too bad.

the bloody shops all close at 5!.. left with pubbin and timezone?hmmm. maybe i'll just go sleep..

bought this 26 bucks cap that i really liked. yea. the more i look at it the more i like it.. so ex so ex.. boo



fremantle australia
[05:25 p.m.][Monday, October 4, 2004]

gd day .wonder hows everybody doin'. Guess what, the temp outside is about 13deg right now... freezing.. yea. darn cold. but i like it. i like keepin' warm in the cold, that sense of comfort it gives me ... the feelin of being loved?
anyway. i've just finished 10 long hard days of sailin' and now its time for me to enjoy 4 daYS in fremantle and Perth. Nothing much to shop around here and the only nice shirts and surf wear is darn expensive like $50 or so bucks... so sorry cant get much for u ppl.. will try though. hahahaha. OH.! and one thing... my friends here have been oogling at HHUUUGGEEE chested girls the whole day! hahaha. and they are ALL over the place man.. argh. wonder how these ppl keep their centre of gravity man. amazing

thanks zhao.. thanks...

hmmm actually the strawberries here are cheap and really nice... but cant bring them back. so just too bad.

the bloody shops all close at 5!.. left with pubbin and timezone?hmmm. maybe i'll just go sleep..

bought this 26 bucks cap that i really liked. yea. the more i look at it the more i like it.. so ex so ex.. boo



distraught
[11:15 p.m.][Friday, October 1, 2004]

mann nip.. totally emphatise with you.. its like leading such a terrible life.. and no pillar.. no support.. cos everyone else is struggling.. its like an endless cycle of struggle.. hoping that it will end too.. hoping that there's someone who will understand and yet have the energy to be the pillar.. i keep on praying that it'd end too.. but though it has only been 2mths past the very beginning of the academic term, it seemed like such a long time.. already so unbearable.. already gone thru so much.. (and not matured? ahah) and to think that there would be at least 5more semesters to go..

yeah nip.. i seriously hope for the world to end.. gosh .. if only it'd.. but its like quite highly unlikely.. wad abt ending of life? ahahahz. yeah its so so so unbearable.. so fed-up with everything.. not happy.. nothing to be happy abt.. if only there's even smthg tt i can look fwd to.. it'll be so great..
working tmr.. 3 days earn 420.. not bad arh.. haizz..
if only....



niP
[12:12 a.m.][Thursday, September 30, 2004]

eh? theres a shift to this blog? inform mi of the new address then.. though i m not as screwed as babe but i stilll feel screwed. not physically la. but mayb ya. physically.. sleep deprived.weird sleepign hours. it juz gets later and later though i haven't reached the 6am mark.

i understand why babe dun reply smses and calls cos i beeen thru tat stage n is still gg thru it. i hate carrying my phones around. even tried switchin them off at times to spare mi the additional headache.

i dun hallucinate but my brains feels fried from the internal constant reminder that im behind all my subjects and that i need to study. not like one subj. but ALL. i seem to be spending alot of time studying but i can tell u im not and neither do i know where all my time has been wasted on.

i keep hoping the world juz ends asap. like tmr. but the day never comes.

mayb ling gg overseas is a good choice. is it ?

i feel like restarting my entire uni life again since the world wont end.. but i can't rewind time. arGH.



distraught
[09:42 p.m.][Tuesday, September 28, 2004]

mann.. i'm so totally sick.. fever.. cold.. and i actually hallucinated last nite.. i thot there were a lot of pple in my room.. and i started talking to them.. started talking out loud.. i even thot i was using msn .. bcam so terribly mental last nite.. erm.. my life is a .. mess nowadays.. so busy i can't even be bothered to reply smses.. no time to eat.. and even slp has been interupted by hallucinations..

dun mind an outing.. shld be able to take my mind off things.. anw.. ling.. using your professional knowledge.. hallucinations shld go to psychologists or psychiatrists? i'm totally pyscho now.. with all the shit going on in my head.. arts club.. work work work work work.. (TYPED in 5 works cos i've got like 5 modules)..

oh and i feel like throwing up too.. mann.. am i pregnant? wahaha. pregnant with worms.. and i did 20 sit ups recently.. and found my abs developing.. like huhh?? so easy? den there won't be fat pple ard alr.. hrmm and i cry everyday as well.. mann now i rly sound psycho.. like wadeva.. i think..i'm gonna break down soon..
take care lingo.. gracey and nip. dun end up as pyschotic as me.. -peaceout-



batman
[10:24 a.m.][Tuesday, September 28, 2004]

why isnt any1 blogging? can u all like update this blog constantly so that if some1 feels like being left out from the group, he or she can at least know wats the latest things going on... so KEVIN KONG! can u blog for nuts yet? haha



ling
[04:32 a.m.][Monday, September 27, 2004]

heYo! la-dee-dum! i'm soo happy. i made it into the badm first team! heh -biigg grins- yes yes i wan a gathering..sighz.oh anw. my add is--> Derby Hall, University Park, Nottingham, NG7 2QT, United Kingdom. yupps juz write to me whenever u're free k? oh. i've gotten my room tel number n hp number. so if anybody wants..juz ask me!anw it's kinda cheap if u use 1521 to call me from singapore..think it's like 12cents/min.haha so my mum has been calling me really often.like early morning wake up call. Okie doKs. take care ppl!!



grace
[01:23 a.m.][Monday, September 27, 2004]

zhao, just wanna say that you're the best brother I can have.
thank you for being here for your sis always! appreciated man.

okay. its Monday already. which means full steam ahead till December. I will conquer everything.
i'm sorry if i've neglected anyone the past few weeks. yep.
you guys want a gathering or something on the october 16th weekend? feedback k.



sick
[02:27 p.m.][Saturday, September 25, 2004]

went to grace's house for a couple of days.. okae NOT exactly a couple of days.. but wadevaa.. very extremely nice place to study there.. but i didn't manage to study much.. the last time i went there.. i didn't hav problems at all.. there was joy.. there was fun.. and it was the holidays~ now i went there.. burderned and not happy.. and cried for two nights.. (bet the occupants didn't know) and still feel that i havent' dehydrated enuf to stop crying yet..

conversed with yiling for abt two nights? hope she's doing fine now.. life there is like SO FUN! so glad she made frens with the hunks and all.. very envious of her life.. will try to work hard so that i can qualify for exchange program. den i'll go somewhere as far as possible. away frm the places of misery..
everythg evokes sadness. but wthhh.. i'll be changing rooms nxt sem.. and i'll get a new lease of life den.. nthg's gonna take me down further. smtimes the loneliness eats in till the stage where you feel lonely even when there are 20pple beside you..

well.. take care of yourself folks..



LinGO!
[02:42 a.m.][Wednesday, September 22, 2004]

HeLLo peeps! Greetings from NOtts!! i finally got my Internet set up!! yaYee!! not so ulu on e other side of the world le! grins
hahaha.i really miss u all man.. though i'm having fun n am enjoying myself..but it's not all the same w/o u guys! The frens i've made are fun loving n stuff..but it's so diff..not the type i would turn to when i'm in trouble..but luckily i've made gd frens w 2 yr2s.singaporeans too.. so they kinda take care of me;)

okie! shall gif u all brief updates of wats interesting.aha.I tot spore was bad..wait till u come to UK.Queuing is their national past time.alongside drinking! damn. i queued for blardy 4 hrs on the first dae i touched down at heathrow.just to clear the health check.cos they onli open ONE counter.then i queued in the cold for all my meals(even now i'm still doing tt). then i queue another 2 hrs odd to submit bank request letter.another 2 hrs for sch health check.n the list goes on.. queues all day long! tm i gotta queue at 2 banks..to open my accounts..haiz.die le.haha
oh the weather's reaLLLY coLd here!! freaking cold..my hands are like numb la.even in my room..n the heater is not on..like save energy or sth.haiz.there's sun!surprisingly..haha but the winds are too strong n chilly.practically blow me off.i can hardly walk against the winds.hah n i haf to walk a long distance.climb hills (ok slopes..) to get to psych sch!
the landscape here is really nice! seriously..so hilly n green!haha i like.air also diff.oh n i think uk drivers are worse than spore drivers..they are really super hiong!my god. super chiongsters man..hmm THERE'S a beeeGGgg ZARA in the city centre!haha i took pic of it..looks v grand.haha n there are so MANY shoPs!!!god. who saes notts got nothing to shop.bah.SOO many small alleys with plenty of shops.n shopping centres.but got more clubs n bars n pubs.haha. cos evreything closes by abt 5. so onli the bars are open till late. hmm SHopping's really good.so i'm trying v hard to control myself..haha.shoes gg for 3pounds.or 5 pounds.hmm i bought a benetton n zara sweater for 12pounds each.haha seriously..if u ignore the exchange rate(hahaha) thhe stuff here are really cheap.or otherwise reasonable.i get a decent meal for abt 2-3pounds in sch la.not restaurant.cabs are v ex though..sports stuff like adidas sports shoe.abt 30 pounds.haha not too bad rite.if u dun convert to S$ la.heh.choc n strawberries sUPER cheap!!few pence can get le.hah.ok enuff. out of pt as usual.sorry.

OK this would be more interesting to the guys..LOOK OUT!! haha My ROom mate is called JO (Joanna) n she's damn hot! at lesat i think so.blond.fair skin.tall.can dress up.wooHOO n she's med student!haha jealous not??jealous not?? =P luckily for me she's v frenly n not stuck up..she reminds me of grace tho.haha grace knoes..haha i'll try to put pic of her up k.. hmm oh n the angmoh gals here.. are HOT.Hot.HOTTt! they really dress up everydae!make up n all..haha machiam fashion parade..heh.i like some chinese scholar la.nerdy.all wrapped up cos it's blardy cold.haha they dress as tho in spore.hah bet the guys wished they were here..
MORE--->> i was at fresher's fayre ydae.it's a BIG fair for all the ccas to gather ppl to join.but they rented out some booths to private companies n stuff.. so there's this CLUB (as in clubbing club) tryin to get ppl to join.(btw it's onli for guys i think.cos it's a striptease cum bar top dancing cum pole dancing etc type of club).and they had 2 angmoh promoters in a short skirt n bra.haha trying to get guys to join..n then--->> THEY TOOK OFF THEIR BRAS!!hahaha god. i nearly died.haha.so they were topless..on the tables la.shit.aha i was there n suddenly a THRONG of guys jus CHIONG towards me la..damn scary.hahaha but i was laughing like mad also..that sight was really funny.n alot of guys said they were gg to join tt club.ahah.*sorry leOnaRd!i knoe i promised i would take pics of THOSE type for u...haha but i was too slow to capture it*
OOohh. n since the angmohs moved in(e intl students came in a week earlier)..there has been endless partying!EVERY SINGLE NITE.i mean it.even if the tics have been sold out.the Hall com members will on the spot just org one.haha.BUT! yiling v guai.i haven't been to a SINGLE party here yet.but i've heard lots tho.hmm tm nite.i'll go to my first party ever in nOTts.haha.Some of the parties are wicked(as they call it).haha oh. n my block.is MIXEd.means my floor has guys too.haha quite dangerous.yah.hahaha my block is the largest too..n e guys are VERY rowdY!they drink non stop..really.the bath tub is not for bathing.it's to store beer cans in the icy cold water that comes from the taps!i obviously haven been slping well..cos at 2 am.music from my hall bar is still blasting.or music from downstairs..whreever.is blasting.haha.last nite lagi jialat.a grp of guys went banging n knocking on evreybody's door to wake them up n get them to go down n party..at 3plus in e morning!!arGHhh!!oh. the ppl here.they dun spend $ on settin gup internet acct(70pounds).they spend it on clubbing n drinks every nite.hhaha so even in sch.they join all the clubs that will give u incentives like free or discounted entry into clubs or drinks.drinks are cheap anw.1-3 pounds.there's this society.COCK SOC-->u pay to join.it's for ppl who like to drink.they compete who can drink the most.n u get free drinks etc etc etc.ahah.many of my angmoh frens are in it.OOOOoHHhh the angmoh guys here are DAMN CUTE! blardy hell..hahaha drooOl. really. there are quite a few in my block.n two on my floor.haha of cos i got make frens w them la..wahahaha -wicked grin- got cute asians also!!heh shiT.sorry.haha
my lessons are starting next tues.it'll be 2 daes a week.tues n fri.for abt a month.then it'll be four daes.w wed off.but timetable looks relatively slack.but i'll try to keep myself busy..otherwise igot nothing to do.. kinda lonely ya knoe..hah.really.haiz.no one whom i can really talk to..tho i rather gd buddies w 2 singaporean yr2s.but they stay kinda far away from me.so i hardly see them! k anw. my class got this cute guy..n his name is....RUSSELL.hahaha yeah. quite funny.heh.eh i made frens w him loh.wahaha.
actually got more things la. buti dun wanna bore u all.. dunno when i'll blog again.but if anything interesting happens i'll keep u all informed!esp abt clubbing n topless gals..yes yes. i will..grins.=)

Otak potAK! shall sTOp here.hah machiam writing letter.anwaes.take lotsa care ppl!!! i miss u guys sooOO mucHH. yes. those who are reading this blog too. haiz. haf fun in spore while i'm not ard k.StAy hAppy!-Luv!-



artsclub
[09:53 p.m.][Wednesday, September 15, 2004]

mann. i'm still at arts club at this time. was studying. felt very tired. started thinking of stupid thgs. so decided to take a break. anw.. its been 2 days already. hopefully lingo has settled down in uk. maybe she has started introducing herself as li-an soong ahahahz! maybe she called herself Buay.. or Sibei.. or Jin.. one of. ahahaz. i hope she's adapting!! go lingo!

its been tormentous. these few days didn't pass smoothly. i experience greater moodswings den before. isn't exactly moodswing actually cos it never oscillated twds the positive side. but i guess you all know wad i mean.. a lot of if only's if only's. but keep on telling myself to stop thinking.. and be stronger! cos some pple are just so not worth it. yeah. oh and weirdly i begin to start hating guys. my frustrations were mainly vented out on guys. my good fren wanted to hug me the other day.. den i shouted at him. i was like "i hate guys.. dun touch me" smthg liddat. darn. =( but luckily.. i hope.. he understands. =) shldn't let it affect my frenship for the rest juz bcos of one! woooo!

visa mini has been asking me out. wahaha. and some others as well.. but who cares abt them. my mind is like totally focused on the study retreat !! graceeee! your house! totally looking fwd to it. and the prospect of studying is weirdly tempting.. =)

the tests are not gg on fine. but i guess.. i'll survive. yeah~
peaceout~



cj koh law library
[10:58 a.m.][Monday, September 13, 2004]

yiling! bon voyage okay.
was supposed to be flying with you tonight to nottingham. but alas it was not to be.
i am going to miss you my ex roomie!
thx for the two tops :)
no more easties supper. (we are going to shift it to westies supper already la.)
gatherings will never be the same cos you aren't around! we won't club without you! (well not too much. haha)
better take care of yourself in notts, study and party hard, take more photos and show us so that I can see what I'm missing out on(the shared bathroom room! scenery!!! CUTE GUYS!!!)
will be seeing you later at the airport!!! *MUAK*

oh jon and leonard take care and have fun in taiwan! (although its outright impossible. hahaa.) help me get absolut vanilla from dfs pleassseeeeee? :)



FLY aWaY!!
[10:49 a.m.][Monday, September 13, 2004]

okie doks. so THE day is here.hmm dunno why i not experiencing any sever changes in my mood.i woke up thinking "ok.todae is mondae.i'm suppose to fly."..i'm probably devoid of emotions till i step into the gates..haha then the FlOODGATES will open.hah..My stuff are pretty much packed..just that they are A LITTLE over the weight limit.hahah

Today seems like a beautiful day..sunny yet not scorching hot! I'm gg to swim later! need to tan.. before i leave..cos i wun be having such warm sun on my skin for the next 10 mths.bah. pls dun be frightened when i come back like some ghost..maybe i can take over babe as Sadako le! =)

To all those who haf given me farewell gifts: Thank You all soo much..i'm trying to bring as much as i can over there so that i can be reminded of you all!:)
To those who will be sending me off: Thanks again for taking the time off..i really appreciate seeing u all!! esp the uni gals. cos i knoe you're supp to be studying for ur exams!
To those who have sent me messages: I'll take care N survive..=) i'll study hard too! yess i promise..i'll come back ALONE.not come back in TWos or THrees..heh.

If you all ever get the chance..visit me k? U all prob can squeeze at my flat(when i get it) and i can bring u all ard! yayee!=) nothing beats getting to see my old pals there!

oTak poTak! i'll leave it here..my last blog from this tiny island..before i embark on a new journey.. Pls take care ok, everybody.. I'll Think of u all LOTSSSSS daily! -grins- Wish you all the best of health n Happiness always! HUGGSSS

P.S: Babe! u'll survive juz like me k..turn ur misery into strength!Somethings are juz not worth it.it may hurt to let go..but time will heal wounds..Believe k? luv ya all!



dec01
[02:13 p.m.][Sunday, September 12, 2004]

it hurts so much. to think. to feel. and yes its affecting my studies. which rly sux come to think abt it. a misconstruction of priorities. i'll be stronger.. i'll heal. tt's wad i told myself. but e impact of reality is so destructive. everything triggers memory. i can't walk anywhere w/o being reminded.

but i will breathe.. and i will live. and that's thx to all those who are ard me.



ty
[09:59 p.m.][Friday, September 10, 2004]

u are damn lazy leh babe. hahaha

HI EVERYONE!!!



pat ta pong
[02:48 p.m.][Monday, September 6, 2004]

woohoo!!!

hello dear friends! why! why no letter.! haha

yea. internet cafes rock. haha. know how i used to complain abt lack of sleep? yep. realise its nothing now... not when it has been reduced yet again .

yep. but the little things in life make it seem all so good. the lights are just breath taking. the sky. a piece of heaven... man.. the best things cant be caught on film. you've just gotta see it... imagine standing in the centre of the open sea at 3am in the morning and all you see is the stars smilin back at you. telling you there is so much more in this world.. yep.

anyone reading this can sms within this 4 days or hold ya sms till 14 days later when i reach fremantle. yep. couldnt receive any sms after 6 on sunday last week.. so sorry to u all.

got so many more stories to share. but that has to wwait.
ya the sms to me is .65 . and the call is $1 per minute. haha. letter is 25 cents just post it to OCS... =p

my friendssssssssssssssssssssssssss take care.



grace
[01:33 a.m.][Sunday, September 5, 2004]

YELLO!!!!
haha. so happy:)
so so so nice to see everyone again!!!!!!! nice farewell party for linggg:) THANKS DING!! hope everyone enjoyed themselves, the drunks and the sober ones. haha. too bad i drove. else i would HAVE DRUNK!! DAMN FUN LA!!!

haha. sent the easties home first. then zhao! all the way to YCK!! hahaha. but it was damn fun la seriously. BROTHER! take care okay. CHIN UP AND SMILE! :)
i sped home at 100km/hr on CTE/PIE. haha record time man from YCK. if only 854 goes this fast. haha.

i don't know what else to blog liao la. wa had a close shave today driving just before i picked ym up. lucky nothing happened else my head will be rolling down the stairs liao. ogay grace better be a safe driver!though i'm still pro la. hahaaaa

sian la. so much work to do. shall go sleep instead. tmr then pia like mad. don't bore you all with all the nus/law/work stuff liao. nothing much happening in my life too. really damn boring. so i'm just boring barbie. yes. heh.
nitez. hope to see everyone again soon! its a happy day!



ty
[10:35 a.m.][Friday, September 3, 2004]

slowslowly. no hurry..the right guy will come.. not now.. stil possible when ya 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27+ blah blah.. haha..

my hahas are veri lifeless.. im not happy too but im hahaing..hee.. glad i spent my bday in a memorable way.. morning totally sian cos giving tuition.. afternoon.. requested or rather demanded ding to take half day leave n go giant shop wif mi.. nite wif family.. and even later in the nite wif frenz.. whee.. so glad i decided to return hostel in teh nite.. if not i wld have missed out on so much fun.. haha.ah! thats a real haha.

life is juz gg down down down for mi wif all the workload accumulating.wan to clear but juz no brains and energy to do so.im so envious of my study group who can complete and even do advanced tutorials.haha..

k, before i bore your to death.. BYEBYE.. and cya on sat



dec 01
[12:01 a.m.][Wednesday, September 1, 2004]

i got into arts club management committee.. i'm in nus students' union public relations unit. i've got frens. i meet no less den five pple everytime i walk along e corridoor. and yet.. i dun feel happie. in fact after i got into mc.. i feel even lonelier. in fact i want more time to myself.. and yet i'm scared the loneliness will get to me.

thru arts camp, orientation wk, and e very difficult time of rag and being an aOGL.. i've been supported .. i've always found this very natural balance and shelter. but all is gone. and now.. reality is setting in. and i find no such place.

will be getting busier. won't see you all till after tues next wk. wkend burnt. i hope to see all of you.. but yeah.. once again.. thx grace for talking to me. =)



yui
[03:20 a.m.][Tuesday, August 31, 2004]

last two wks hav been very screwed up for me. since the actual beginning of sch.. been staying up till like 4am to study.. a never-before feat. been thru loads of ups and downs.. downs being e majority. hope e stormy weather would pass.. with pple like gracey .. i'm shure i'll be able to brave thruu.

thx ding for chinablack. it made my day. it made me braver to face those scenes. it made me happie.. since 19th aug. i went back feeling light-headed. and it wasn't only bcos i was alcohol-induced. thx ding.. thx so much.

girls are like apples on trees
the best ones at the top the tree
boys dont want to reach for the good ones
becoz they are afraid of falling & getting hurt
instead they just get the rotten ones on the ground
they arent as good, but easy
so the apples on top think there's someting wrong wif them
when in reality, they're amazing
so be patient, & the right boy will come to pick the right apple

my fren copied this for me. yeah. i thot. yeah damn sweet. i dno. i'm in an injured phase. and its not tt my heart has been torn. its more like.. i'm damn bu4 fu2 abt e way the tides changed. and so abrupty too. but i guess even if the tides didn't chg.. i wouldn't hav time as well.

realized tt i'm in a stage where grace can juz keep quiet and i can cry and i'll feel okae. i can not meet ty for a month and feel like we didn't lose much contact. ling is always there. and ding.. i can't get pissed with ding anymore as much as i try to.. =)
before i die of fatigue. lemme tell all of you.. you are very impt to me. each and everyone of you who has e password and userid to this blog.. is part of my growing up process. happie or traumatic.. and even in my darkest and happiest moments.. i think of all of you even though i may try to save my 5cents and not msg you. you are all very impt to me. do take care of yourself.



Nick
[11:14 a.m.][Sunday, August 29, 2004]

yep. im finally leaving.. been talkin abt it so long.. hopin that im prepared for it.. but leaving is still so difficult.. i'll be strong.. (i hope)...
yea. to all my friends. im gonna miss you guys so much. know i havent been a really good friend recently and not spending enough time with you all... letting u all down at times.. but i want u guys and gals to know i still cherish what we have between us. Hope that this bond will always stay there ..
and to my darlin who should have been a long time ago.. i can only hope and pray you'll find happiness in where ever you ever. people will change after a year. but some things just remain special. some things cannot be erased or forgotten. The last 6 week ends have been the best in my life. i cannot imagine how else it could have been... yes. the joy you have brought into my life by just spendin time with me.. man... i cant type any more.. its just painful.. ! =)

oh. u guys can write to ocs mids wing. i'll be able to get the letters when i reach the ports ..



ty
[12:34 a.m.][Saturday, August 28, 2004]

eh ling..no leh.. i didn't receieve any mssg from u the nite before.. was so buzi that nite plus morning too... but realli didn't see any msg from u.. but nvm la.. over liao.. so urm. this weekend.. any outing? i dun tink i can meet up this weekend.. next week oso quite buzi. SIAN SIAN SIAN.. urm.. ya.. the rest continue to update k..

eh babe.. this week never clear any studio wu classes.. next week try to clear.. i be free after wednesday i hope..



Ling
[10:48 p.m.][Wednesday, August 25, 2004]

ty! u went to airport in e end? aiyah. i msg u on sundae nite but u nv reply.. tsk. horrible. hah. i tot u all not gg..then i wun knoe e ppl there. so decided not to go.. hahaha.
anw. haha todae.. i had a meeting w my maid. she was teaching me how to wash n iron clothes. n how to cook. hahah so dumb. even my sis also laughed at me.haha
hmm yeah. easties supper has been taken over by guys! helpPpp! haha ydae went for supper w ding.pok.chris(e marican guy)at gelare.felt abit weird.like back to pri sch.. haha when i v tomboy then just hang out w the guys. hahah. consolation was at least this time got ppl drive me home. hahaha no need drive my laupok car ard.heh

hey babe. thanx for ur advice.. i will rmb. TRYING to be not so dependent on ppl.. i knoe wat u mean.. i'm actually already very dependent on 2 ppl.. then now tt they wun be ard me.. i'm already feeling the horrible effects of it..it sux!! but i'm trying to cope.. n i'm getting used to not having them ard le..haizz. hmmm then tues if not clubbing rite.. then we can still meet upp la..see how la.. but i guess u all v busy too.. maybe we can see each other during the week end n catch up instead.

meanwhile.. to all the uni nerds n muggies..haha pls take gd care of urselves.. dun wan u all to fall sick!



grace
[02:37 p.m.][Wednesday, August 25, 2004]

elo. using wireless finally at CJ koh law lib!! finally configured my lousy NEC shit to work. hhaha. so excited. can finally use messenger during lectures! uni life is hectic for sure! how the hell do people even take part in CCAs? i can't even finish my readings, assignments, tutorials and presentation. arrrr!

eh where is everybody. go out or gathering soon lei? i miss everyoneeee. how about outing soon? the easties ar! so long never go eat prata supper already. forget how everyone look like liao la. hopefully i can go back to the east tmr night. but fri got discussion. best if i can drive la! i'm forever late la so i always sit in front =( cab to school for 9am lectures! am i the only nut that sleeps at 3am everyday?! i need sleeep.

eh tues cannot outing la. wed is a busy day. only after thursdays then can slack. cos fri only one tutorial.

aiyah. hope can go back and swim later. relax abit before doing my assignment and presentation preparation. oh my hse is becoming an open hostel lor! haha. sian. hopefully i'll retain the interest in law for the REST OF MY LIFE. cos right now i'm rapidly losing it. especially in legal writing. cannot understand how some people can do work for 5 hours. i got damn short concentration span man. slap me!!! okay. going liao. NO MORE BATTERY! and i'm not barbie! haha. :)



ty
[09:41 a.m.][Tuesday, August 24, 2004]

oei. long time no blog. haha. i did blog la. but somehow it didn't get posted. dunno.

uni life is buzi. realli buzi. pple tink im having fun in uni. but NO. its not as fun as wat they tink.. i mean ya. u can make it fun.. but im trying to be a nerd in uni. SO ITS NOT FUN. haha. act. tuesday sounds like a good outing day.. but since babe can't make it then nvm..

not interested in clubbing.. dun mind juz meetin up n chilling out.this week is no better than the others. sports ball (d n d) is this sat.. so my sat nite is killed n most prob the afternoon cos gotta prepare oso.haven't decided on hairstyle or make up or wat. hope i dun look like a crazy woman that nite.

sleep deprived.ended up skipping tutorial class which is sth i never did in jc(based on my memory). i stayed up the entire nite on sunday to finish up a farewell prez.returned home at 5+am and left for the airport at 6+AM. oh yah. i have an air rifle comp tmr. i onli trained ONCE.tink im gonna malu my sch wif my results but heck it. i dun have much passion for AR already.
study mate was trying to motivate mi to study last nite. and i figured out why i have such high inertia when it comes to studying those subjects.. its the INTEREST level.. im not veri interested in accounts thus i find it tough to study it. but wat to do. i dun even know where my interests lie in (apart from guyz).. if i can ever get thru uni wif a good degree.. i can be a living prove that feelings for sth/someone can be cultivated over time. haha.

do wanna meet up wif everyone soon..



yuiyui
[07:20 p.m.][Monday, August 23, 2004]

yo lingo.. ahahahz. life in uni rly terribly sux marn. like darn stressful. now i realized i'm very behind my tutorials when tutorials haven't even started. reading these stack of readings with font size of six.. terrible!

we shld rly hav an outing soon.but tues is quite.. ermmm .. cos wed hav lessons.. REMEMBER? Yarh. boring lectures on wednesday somemore.. so if i go there tired. i'd be dead at e end of thgs. wad abt gg for the arts bash on saturday? -smirks-

anw.. a word of advice. dun be too overly-reliant on anyone. bcos if that person suddenly decides not to bother abt you.. you're going down down down. yeah. and e sudden trial of adapting to life w/o tt person would definitely suck. suddenly you're on your own. oh well.. wth.

hope to see all of you soon. and nick.. TAKE CARE mann =)



Lingggg
[06:40 p.m.][Monday, August 23, 2004]

HelLo everyboDy! The uni gals are v busy huh?? nv see anyone at all.. hmph. hahaha firstly.. i wanna sae.. i think it's a hilariously gross idea to think of CL representing singapore as a sealion gymnast(??!!) in the beijing '08 olympics!! hahahaha poor cl.. kena suan.. =)

hmm wat happen to our gathering nick wee??!! haha see la... now i can't see u before u leave.. hmmmz hope the army guys are doing fine in camp..at least u all still can come out during the week ends.. and a soon-to-be 5 day week!! =) the uni gals are like perpetually stuck in the west! machiam POW.. rahh..

hmm this weekend was a fairly slack one.. didn't really do much.. abit wasted. cos din catch up with any frens neither did i make full use of my time by packing. haiz. hope next weekend will be a better one.. cos i only have 3 weekends left! damn. sounds bloody miserable.. i just spoke to my fren who has left for US this morning.. She was much optmistic than me about leaving singapore.. but when i spoke to her.. i could actually sense her distress.. her sadness.. haiz. the s'pore-notts ppl dun look THAT friendly..and i realise i'm staying all alone in Derby hall.. the others have at least another fren there..Seriously.. i would give anything to have u all there with me man..

uni gals: dun so stressed k... hostel life sounds miserable.. but it's ok.. look forward to the weekend!! hope to see u all soon.. i'm starting to forget how u all look like. hahahahahahah pls dun go crazy.. i dun wanna treat u all when i come back!! heh btw.. i'm thinking of SHout tues! hahaha dunno y.. ahaha anyone interested.. kinda hard to org but i'll still ask u all anw.. since gals get free entry plus a drink.. ahahaha if u all wan then we go tog k..

to niCk niCk: hellO u.. cos u seem like the only guy who visits this blog.. haha anw.. wanna tell u in case i dun see u before u leave.. TAKE CARE of yourself (and ur perky ass.. wahahahaha) in Brunei k.. is it brunei?heh yeah.. i'll miss u terribly.. cos i will only be seeing you next yr.. i hope.. haha pls dun forget me n send more pictures over to me!! can drop me an email or msg on the blog when u free k..=))

yueeppp.. hope everyone will always be happy!!!! -huggsss- see ya guys ard!



nick
[03:32 p.m.][Sunday, August 22, 2004]

weekends are just so so so nice.. hmmm. what do i mean to you?



minmin
[01:34 a.m.][Sunday, August 22, 2004]

thx grace for everythg =)

hrm. went riding todae.. fun fun fun. shld be gg following wk. den went bbq den went gracey's place. yupz. can still feel e boat rocking beneath me. enjoy tt sensation.

someone asked me smthg "wad do i get out of clubbing" den i realized tt hey.. although i may find tt clubbing helps me to relax.. smtimes e consequences are even more stressful.. darn.
no more no more! =)))



ARTSY + LAWBABE
[10:26 p.m.][Saturday, August 21, 2004]

GREETINGS FROM BOTH OF THE NUS GIRLS=P

I SWEAR THE ARTS ONE IS A MANIAC SHE'S POKING ME WITH A PEN!

gonna send her home later where is yiling where art thou? where is ty? where are the easties? whr are the rest? haha

must be chiloong caused singapore to lose our silver medal in olympics. he's gonna make it up by representing singapore in olympics beijing'08 in the gymnastic section featuring the big ball. HAHAHA. he's gonna revolutionise gymnastics by acting like a sealion! =X

ogay. NUS girls are mad. there's living proof in yuimin who's kissing the air next to me. bye!



artsy fartsy
[12:00 a.m.][Saturday, August 21, 2004]

hey.. i've been in depression for abt two days now.. hostel (pgp) life is scarily lonely. you face e four walls everyday.. e gloom .. e melancholy.. everytime you slp everytime you wake up.. there's no one to talk to you.. no one there for you. when you're hungry.. you are hungry and you need to bear with it.. there's no food.. there's no warmth. e sea breeze is so chilly when no one is ard.. e rain is icy when it falls down on you.. you are there alone to fend for yourself.. and e feeling is so so depressing.

its two wks alr.. my tutorials will be starting only nxt wk.. but i've got abt four inches of shit to read.. and tt's bcos i haven't photocopied e stuff for two more modules.. everyday is juz pure reading and highlighting.. and smiling and pple dat you rly do not care abt. study till abt two plus three everyday.. den gotta ged ready to slp and all.. nthg is gg on fine.. nthg is proceeding smoothly. smtimes i feel so irritated and frustrated w e current situation dat i want to cry.. juz sitting down somewhere to cry my hearts out.. there's no one to turn to.. and i dun want my parents to worry.. pgp reallie makes you feel e depths of loneliness. you get thrown into e troughs unwillingly.

there's this gardener who planted a seed in his garden. he took care of it everyday for three mths. watered it.. talk to it.. and basically spent all his time with e seed. but everytime it shows signs of blooming.. he mysteriously juz stops looking after it.. and if it ltr starts to appear like its not gg to hang on.. he'll quickly move into axn.. and take care of it again.. this went on for three mths. but immed. after 3mths. he suddenly grew tired of it. he stopped cultivating it.. and juz left it alone. it will not bloom anymore. it will no longer exist.

thot tt being e only child i'll be able to adapt to living alone. but tt ideology seems so grotesquely wrong.i want to be able to be happy.. or at least.. not be bothered abt e thgs ard me. but i can't seem to do that. i seem to get throdden on time and again. but well.. i guess. i'll juz hav to be stronger..

dno why i'm typing all these here. but i hope everyone is in a happier position den i am. nice to see you on thurs nip. =) and grace.. meet up reaaal soon. ding.. trust me.. army is a much betta place.. yl.. h0ope you're doing fine.. i'm missing e easties like a lot.. yeah. take care everyone..



legallyblondie
[06:07 p.m.][Wednesday, August 18, 2004]

hahahaha. i am going crazy! (quite obvious right)
law school is mad!!! don't even have time to do anything else. everyday's the same stressful routine till ard 2am. ar. think i will be seeing yl and ding soon. the rest? dunno. didn't expect uni to be really this busy. haven't seen everyone together for a long while. yep.

1 1/2 weeks in NUS alr. law fac is next to fass la! and i only saw yuimin ONCE. haha. go hang out at arts canteen more can. esp during our breaks.

starting to make more friends already. have a funky OG luckily. and i'm quite vocal in one of my two TGs(SURPRISINGLY. the other TG i just shut up cos I don't understand haha) i realise the only way to get people to warm up to you is to flash them a nice smile! haha later ppl think i'm mad how.

gets v lonely staying alone sometimes, especially at night. but i think i gotta get used to it soon. plus i need to cook my meals and clean up. really v tired. how's the rest doing? are ty and ym coping with uni? yl hope your fever okay liao. KEVIN ALSO. you two got fever at the same time one la. the guys doing okay in NS? haha. reply me okay. so at least i know you're doing fine. I STILL THINK ABOUT YOU PEOPLE! (besides all the legal stuff yes)

take care! *muahh!



Cloud
[05:49 p.m.][Wednesday, August 18, 2004]

weeeeee! its a cloudy day!



yuimin
[09:39 p.m.][Monday, August 16, 2004]

hrmm.. wth i msged you the dates and timings already.. if you're okae.. i'm okae with it.. hopefully won't waste the money larh.. it'll be such a shame mann.. AND how come you go nus didn't call me??? mann.. call yourself a fren
in my hostel KITCHEN now.. the internet connection in my room's spoilt.. darn.. so i'll be guarding the kitchen on a permanent basis frm now onwards.. haven't contacted ling in awhile.. very cut off frm the outside world..
ding still looks the same though.. actually i think ding looks even more young and boyish now.. (is that a compliment?) i conveniently forgot all abt dinner todae.. thank god i stocked instant mee.. but someone cooked some porky thingy in e kitchen juz now.. making me drool like crazy.. and all i hav is watermelon-starfruit by my side.
wad's everyone's latest updates.. any newly attached pple yet?
nus arts bash on the 27th of aug. ged tickets from me.. it'll be at sos.. i think it shld be good larh. but seriously.. no guarantees! =)
hope to see all of you soon.. -peaceout-



ty
[12:29 a.m.][Sunday, August 15, 2004]

eh babe.see the train of tots of mine for the past few weeks..: studio wu.. diee... left less than a mth to complete.. 9 lessons? aiya.. go all the way there to dance.. mayb one day can complete 2 lessons.. then 5 days enuf.. means muz go there at least twice a week..where got time? hmm.. let mi msg ym about it.. get the schedule then we go down together.. (then babe takes a day or two to reply).. aiyah.. ym oso not interested.. i oso not veri interested.. heck it la.. wahlao.. $100.. should have juz paid for that session that time and dun bother to sign up for the package deal.. iyah. so mafan. nvm nvm la. see wat babe says

haha. piang.. i got this feeling u tink the same way as mi leh.. ling and grace completed more lessons than us.. hahaha. urm. ling is down is dengue by the way. gg CGH tomoro. haa.! im still veri much tied down by my work.. or rather im tying myself down. i was in nus yesterday in the afternoon!! followed my frenz to collect his lappie. hanged or hung around in central square canteen. saw a few female med frenz.. but no ISAAC. haha.. gonna make a call now to the one who msg mi juz now!



babeeeee
[11:58 a.m.][Saturday, August 14, 2004]

yo yo yo.. mia for so darn long.. no internet access at all.. darn it.. finally sorta can say tt i settled into nus. using my lappie now~ yayyy.. and like though gracey is in nus as well.. and NEXT BLDG somemore.. i onlie got to see her once.. readings are atrocious.. and i thot jc was disgusting enuf.

i'm damn on abt outing.. and btw TANNY! our studio wu is damn screwed up i swear.. 100buckies juz like that?? hrmm.. okae i think i need to go home now.. gotta prepare for my HOOBASTANK concerto.. wooo!

take care everyone.. tAKe care of your health lingzz.. yepzz.. take CARE!



L-I-N-G
[06:48 p.m.][Friday, August 13, 2004]

HellO everyone! long time no blog huh? actually not v long ago la.. ok..
ConGraTz GRAcEY!!!! =) well done. hahah u just joined the ty grp! hahah erm.. well.. more accurately.. the easties have just gotten themselves a non-existent chauffeur! hahaha poor easties.. left with onli me n ding la. rather easy to organize supper these days. hahaha just need to msg or reply ONE person. hahah oh well.. i'm NOT complaining (am i?? hahaha).
haiz.. hear u all talk abt uni life.. i also scared le.. somemore all there alone.. n it's imminent! urgh. scared leh.. well.. i'll try to keep u all posted abt my updates when i'm there.. if i die or anything.. hahah i'll remember to blog first. haha.
looks like everyone's reallllyyyy busy with school. eh. Dun tire yourselves out k.. esp TANNY YU!! can u pls slp earlier.. get more rest k? =) i am just recovering from a bout of high fever. hahah my mum thinks i got dengue fever.. dunno. if fever still doesn't subside by tm.. then goota do blood test. yucks. the doctor says i'm rather pro. hahah cos my fever was at 39.7 but i'm still so alert.. he expected me to be quite seh already.. hahah
hmmm dunno if i wanna have farewell party. kinda troublesome to organise.. everyone so busy also.. ok thats all for today..

i miss alLLl of You!!!!



g r a c e
[07:52 p.m.][Wednesday, August 11, 2004]

ty you're not alone. uni is really abt doing things urself. gng lect, tutorials blahblah. how long can we eat lunch with our ogs and jc friends. expected to be fully prepared when we go for lects! interactive lectures scare the hell out of me! so different from JC where they spoonfeed you everything. suppose to do our own notes lor.

hopefully we'll be able to settle in soon la. NUS law is really stressful. arrrr. have a great week. don't think i'll be seeing ual this weekend.

oh yeah. the easties just got themself another chauffeur;)



ty
[05:01 p.m.][Wednesday, August 11, 2004]

3rd week of sch. u know wat. uni life is not as breezy as i tot. in fact its rather stressful,.handling all the things on my own. so guys. enjoy army while u can. dunno how the others r coping. HOW ARE U ALL?!?!



tY
[12:27 a.m.][Friday, August 6, 2004]

hello! group outing sounds fun. i wld usually be free on sat i guess. sat nitez.. and yay. i tink thats the available timeslot. sunday nitez too la. juz that i be gg back hall in the nite. ntu sportsclub is having its bash on 20th.. julin is one of the pageant nominee.. wanna go? $10 onli.. rouge.. not veri sure if its open to public but i tink it is.. but how big can rouge get.. confirm veri packed one.. but i be gg ! all for sportscamp.. haha



nnniiicccckkk
[06:27 p.m.][Tuesday, August 3, 2004]

evening!ar? i dunno leh. confinement all e way! how fun!



-LInnGGGgggG-
[11:23 a.m.][Tuesday, August 3, 2004]

hellO gUys n Gals! =) it's been ages since i last added an entry. heh. oh well.. anyway. nick wants to organize a gathering! but he is lazy to do so.. as usual.. hahaha. so hmm anybody game for a gathering?? probably the last one where grace n i can see nick before he leaves to some ULU place.. so anybody game for a gatherng?? then i can try to organize loh.. dates n details will confirm later la.. but gotta see if ppl on or not first!
btw. gracey. congrats on ur concert. it was great! haha i really enjoyed myself.think i was the onli one. since the rest were sleeping.. hahahaha it's ok. =)
oh yah. last sun.. i didn't get to see the FIREWORKS!!!=| all ding's fault. hahahaha go buy thing.. hmph. jk la. hmm dingdongggg. cheer up k! try to me more careful la.. think urs is really carelessness la.. mus try to be on the safe side.. think abt SAFETY all the time.. then should be find.. kiasi abit wun die.. jia you for the next rd k..
ok. take care EVeRybOdy! all the busy ppl in sch or in camp.. pls take good care of urselves yah..=)



grace
[01:07 a.m.][Sunday, August 1, 2004]

hellloooo thank you all so much esp to yuimin yiling dingyi chiloong russell for attending MFTH04, and for the lovely flower! to leonardddonggg for the pretty flower even thou u didnt attend! REALLLY A BIG THANK YOU.

thanks dinG for sitting the ride and squashin me to death ahha. but dAMN FUN LA. oh and accompanying me for supper:)
ar. I'M DAMN HAPPY!!!!! :)))))) not exactly an ultra successful last concert. but good enough. the sms-es were so nice. haha. happy happy happy. lala.



tanny
[04:14 p.m.][Wednesday, July 28, 2004]

hello pple. quiet blog eh? hahaha.. i haf moved into ntu hall 13 le.. wif my desktop in.. so internet access is still as frequent as before.. sch has started this week.. but tutorials not yet.. next week wld be full swing.. hope to meet up wif some of your this weekend. haha



nick
[09:00 p.m.][Sunday, July 25, 2004]

HELLO!!!!

man i had the BEST weekend yet..
sweet
innocent
lovely
special

some things we just wont forget ya?




>> .: about :.
>> We're a group of friends who are in Singapore, used to attendVJC, and are now split into the army and the civilian factions!
>> guys stuck in the rigid institution called NS.
>> girls stuck in the rigid institutions called NUS, NTU and UON.

>> .: who,us. :.
In order of importance. I meant alphabetically

::Chiloong::
SPOILSPORT!! with a nice house. haha.

::dingyi::
..dinggdongg..
CAN WE PLS GO TO SENTOSA SOME DAY?
and CAN CHILOONG DONT BE SUCH A SPOIL SPORT TOO?!?!?!

::grace::
nus no-lifer
sentosaaaa sentosaa!
easties!

::IvaNna gOH::
nick named bird. flies away so far and comes back once in a while. it said it would join us in the next outing. we would see if it can fly back in time.

::Jon::
jon = homophobe
hopefully has matured into someone he wants to be
otherwise he's debating his ass off or softballin his balls on so yea
has a tendency to piss adults off
will laugh at everything
hates changes....loves things the way they are
and wonders if caterpillars fart
the secret blog that no one knew : noj

::julin::
the prettiest la hahaha

::Kevin::
slow as turtle
rock steady
taking chinese
Bowling Champ
OUT of THIS WORLD ideas =p

::kongg::
super dao
super mean
super lady killer! haha

::LeonarD::
donggg/loxy. hehh
in need of a sugar mummy, or daddy
6 packs!!!(one day very hopefully..)
mr. brightside

::Nick::
/Ignorance is Bliss
sailing right now. envy me? i envy you.
/Needs to carry on
dancing
loving
n caring
/give me a hug?
the secret blog that caused the end of a wonderful r/s.:vvv

::russell:
twin of yuimin.
soccer champ!

::tanny yuuuu::
wat do u wan and wat do i wan?

::yiiilinggg::
-sugar spice and everything nice?haha
-Defunct Easties' Chauffeur!
-Bye Singapore..Hi Notts..Hi California ;)

::ym::
president of shopaholics anonymous.

::Zhaobin::
Commando Dropout.
Krusty the Clown.
Likes to play mind games with himself.
No blog already. zhaozhao

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.: MemorY-Bits :.
/Jurong water slides: jon, grace, nick
/Movie nights: (3 so far)
/BBQ: Jon's bday, 31/03/03
/Sentosa: Pure beach fun
/Numerous class outings
/Christmas dinner at oliodome! no actually fiesta.
/Nicks house stayover without Grace
/Supporting jon at some Quiz
/Suntec? chill at starbucks? :)
/getting wasted
/birthday parties!
/Suntec trying to cheer nick up.With terese.cutecute
/slacking at novena square.
/birthday bash at yukiyaki plus lasermania
/sentosa during hols!